Thursday, October 12, 2006
♥ yozzzzz!!!!
sianz .... long time no blog liao ... haiz forgot moz of the thins liao but i noe alot of thins happen lei ... haiz but most importantly iz 25th september ... haiz neva reali go celebrate it haiz ... she also dun noe wats it iz abt ... or maybe she noe but she dun wan to sae bah ... haiz wateva the reasons iz ... i feel freak out ... haiz ... memories iz to keep in the heart n not forgotten ma ... but wat if it iz forgotten ... haiz reali saded ... feel so childish ... keep remindin myself abt memories n tell her abt the memories ... haiz ... sianz ... guess i m stupid bah ... reali hate myself at times ... thought abt the previous year of 25th september ... haiz its juz so swit ... haiz reali wish we culd last n neva leave each other ... haiz but it reali neva happen ... i guess forever love wont be happening to mi bah ... haiz reali feel lyke burstin to tears n break down now ... but wats the use ... do ani1 noe i m sad ... do ani1 noe how i feel ... reali dun wish to loose u but i guess i hav to the bah ... haiz i guess he may be the beta 1 bah ... i hav no rights to be angri with u u 2 ... wats the use ... its no use ... memories iz reali memories ... reali wan to go to the past ... siang hui dao guo qu ... haiz ... we 2 now r frens i n him iz also frens ... haiz ZI DONG ZI DONG iz thiz wat eberi1 wan to tell mi ... iz thiz the main reasons tat i loose u frm my side ... but do ani1 noe in the dark i hav done so muc things for her ... haiz does eberithin hav to show in front of her so tat she wuld noe i do it ... n i care for her ... LOVE wat izit ... lotz of ppl thought they hav it but wat seems tat it iz LOVE to them iz actually not LOVE ... onli few experience it ...FaLLeN_AnGeL™ ... can a angel fall mah ... thiz iz wat sm1 ask mi ... i told him when the wings r broken ... haiz wings iz so precious to the angel ... how culd a angel afford to loose it ... haiz ... i guess u r really not the 1 bah ... but i reali wish u were the 1 ... can u be the 1 mah ... i reali wish u were the 1 ... i noe LOVE cannot be force ... but i reali wan u badly ... haiz iz thre so mani obstacles tat i hav to face b4 i can get u ... or tat ... theres neva qing tian ne ... qing tain ah ... i dun thnk i hav experience it for a long time ... i write until i m the vitim like tat ... but tats wat i thnk bah ... u all can fou ren bah ... haiz .... maybe i n u were not destinied to be together ... i feel hurt to love u ... n i noe i hurt u alot ... haiz ... nvm some things shuld be kept in the hurt n not said out ... i hate myself bah ... haiz ... forever love ah ... wateva lah ... i guess being lonely wont hurt u bah ... seein u happi with him will make mi happi bah ... haiz
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Thursday, October 12, 2006
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
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