Monday, October 30, 2006
♥ ZZZZZzzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzz
And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
'Cause I don't want to lose you
If your really really really there
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you
ermm .. haiz still bac to blog again dotz ... not posting anithin todae ... juz wish to post the sentences above .. hahax .. hui ling juz let mi c the sentences above ... reali feel funny ... juz feel tat all my feelings r spoken out ... thnx hui ling ... ermm i thnk nthin to blog abt liao lah ... dont wish to sae ani sad thing out here ... juz try to be as happi as possible ( guess it iz impossible ) zzzz .. kkz chao
And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
'Cause I don't want to lose you
If your really really really there
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you
ermm .. haiz still bac to blog again dotz ... not posting anithin todae ... juz wish to post the sentences above .. hahax .. hui ling juz let mi c the sentences above ... reali feel funny ... juz feel tat all my feelings r spoken out ... thnx hui ling ... ermm i thnk nthin to blog abt liao lah ... dont wish to sae ani sad thing out here ... juz try to be as happi as possible ( guess it iz impossible ) zzzz .. kkz chao
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Monday, October 30, 2006
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Monday, October 30, 2006
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
♥ over bah
back to blog again liao bah ... hiaz maybe i wont be bloggin liao ... reali dont feel lyke bloggin le ... eberitime keep on bloggin sad things ... i guess i dont noe wat to do liao ... eberitime wat i do u dont noe ... wats cover ... iz it reali tat important ... since u reali dont noe wat i hav done for u ... i guess u no ned to noe bah ... i reali dont wan to put a cover ... wats so great abt a cover ... why shuld i show aberi thin infront of u ... i reali dont wish to tell u how muc i care for u how muc i love u how i muc i miz u ... wats the use ... i m not lyke him n we 2 r diffrent person ...he may show u how muc he lyke u or care for u ... he may sms u eberdae .. go out with u eberidae .. n call u eberidae ... tats his way of earning u trust n love ... i dont wish to do tat bah ... i may hide eberithin frm u ... if smtimes u reali dont noe wat i do for u ... i dont noe wat to sae bah ... i guess i shuldnt hav cam into thiz world ... WATEVER BAH
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Saturday, October 28, 2006
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
♥ haiz haiz haiz hiaz!!!
sianz argghhh ... yesterdae hav a nice chat with hui ling hahax ... aniwae thnx hui ling ... u reali help mi alot thnx ... if thres no u yeaterdae i wuld alreadi stayin in my room n doin smthin le haiz ... i guess u noe bah ... aniwae reali thnx alot =) haiz ... reali dun wan to think liao lei ... haiz but still wan to thnk lei ... smethins r beyond ur control so u reali cant control them ... iz thre aniwae i can change eberi thin tat i wan ... if u choose thres a confirm of 0% n 100% but if u dun choose theres still 50% n 50% haiz ... smetimes reali wan to move on ... guess i reali cant let u go ... i m reali scared of loosing u ... i reali dont wish to ... eberitime cing ur back view goin furthur n furthur away ... haiz how i wish i culd juz run foward n hug u n dun let u go ... whenever i m sad ... how i hope u r the one beside mi to confort mi n cheer mi up ... haiz i dun thin tats possible ... haiz i reali hate myself for not treasuring u enough ... haiz wats the use saein all thiz thin n nthin happen at all ... haiz reali do not noe wat to do nxt ... haiz wat i can sae to myself eberidae iz tat ... i love u ... haiz ... forget it
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
♥ sianz!!!!
Dun noe why lei ... juz feel lyke bloggin todae hahax ... went to c mandas blog hahax ... she write until so cute hahax ... ermm by the way huh ... why neva ask mi go yong siang huse huh ... hahax jk jk ... ermm ... its juz a dae again lei sianz ... yeaterdae juz came bac from malaysia ... juz eat slp n play over thre ... also nthin muc lei ... kkz ... i thnk shuld be on fridae night i went to malaysia ... roughly abt 1 plus then reach ... whole ride listening to mp3 n thnkin lol ... dun feel lyke thnkin lei but still muz thnk ... juz feel tat sme things r reali unpredictable ... 1 dae she can be lyke tat ... the 2nd dae diffrent thin hahax ... but eberi word n actions juz goes into my heart hahax ... nvm change the topic bac ... yah when i reach thre ... i went to eat supper hahax ... damn nice woh ... got tian ji zou, carrot cake, chicken wings, satay n 1 more iz called dun noe wat lah ... hehex then eat until full full then went bac to slp ... hahax the nxt dae woke up eat the disgusting break ... it iz reali disgusting loh ... hahax then ate 4 packets of potato chips n 2 packets of cheese rings hahax ... n also watchin rob-bin-hood at the same time hahax ... then afta tat i was playin my cousin gameboy ... hahax i thnk the game shuld be summon night bah ... hahax beri fun rpg game ...then lata around 4 pluz went shopping ... i ate pizza hut for my lunch also damn shiookkkkkkk ahhhh .... hehex then lata went to cd shop to buy cds hahax ... then lata went bac to my uncle huse to play the gameboy again hahax ... then in the night i went to eat 'da wei wang' itz juz lyke the marina thre 1 can barbecue n cook ur own things ... damn shiok ahhh ... tat afta tat i went bac to singapore again ... reach around 12 pluz bah ... then talk to sm1 until slp liao hahax ... haiz guess smethins r destinied to be lyke thiz de ... reali dun wish to thnk anymore ... haiz .... sianz ... i thnk blog until here bah ... muz go thnk thnk thnk n thnk bah ... stay happi guys =)
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Sunday, October 22, 2006
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
♥ i sux
haiz ... i thnk i reali sux alot ah ... haiz ... how can all thiz happen to mi ... haiz ... i dont thnk i hav the rights to luv u haiz ... i make both of u cry n make both of u sad ... thiz iz how bad i m ... i reali sux ... i m not meant to be forgiven haiz ... i luv u ... but we were destineied not to be together ... i luv u ... but i still cannot forget her ... i noe u r a good girl ... i dun regret being with u ... haiz how i wish u came b4 she came into my life ... but eberithin iz destinied but ... i hav to go through all thiz sufferings coz i was a bad guy ... haiz ... i reali wish to luv u ... but i culd not forget her or in another way let her go ... i wish to luv u ... but i dont thnk there wuld be ani chances for u n mi be together again ... eberitime ... i hav to see the back view of u 2 gettin further n further away n disappeared ... haiz ... i luv u lotz ... but i kept makin u sad ... i luv u i luv u i luv u i luv u ... haiz wats the use of saein i luv u n dont do anithin ... i was the one who let u go ... n i m the one who want u bac ... all thiz years ... i luv u ... but the change iz tat how muc i luv u ... i neva stop thnkin of u eberidae ... i neva stop carin of u eberidae ... if i didnt recieve ur reply i will be sacared if u r angri or did anithin happen to u ... haiz ... all those swit smses i hav seen in hiz phone broke my heart ... haiz ... but wat can i do ... kill him???? of coz not rite ... haiz ... precious moments ... tats the title for the cd ... the story of my feelings frm the dae i start luvin u ... i juz wish to let u noe the feelings of myself ... i culd not express in words n wat i can do iz to express it in songs bah ... haiz i luv u ... n for u ... the dae when we start to talk n we started n we ended ... u told mi tat u were all the while tryin to help mi ... dont u feel hurt at all saein thiz ... u may not wan to express the feelings in front of mi but i noe how u feel n iz tat i dont wish to sae out ... do u thnk i will feel great seein u suffering in front of mi ... ppl may feel tat u r fine but the look into ur eyes said tat u r troubled ... u lied to mi because u dont wan to burden mi ... u lied to mi because u dont wish mi to be sad ... but all i want to iz to help u frm ur troubled n get into ur heart n noe how u feel ... haiz ... smetimes thnis ned not be spoken n i already noe how u r feeling ... haiz hope u 2 wuld live happily ... stay happi n smilez =)
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Saturday, October 14, 2006
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
♥ yozzzzz!!!!
sianz .... long time no blog liao ... haiz forgot moz of the thins liao but i noe alot of thins happen lei ... haiz but most importantly iz 25th september ... haiz neva reali go celebrate it haiz ... she also dun noe wats it iz abt ... or maybe she noe but she dun wan to sae bah ... haiz wateva the reasons iz ... i feel freak out ... haiz ... memories iz to keep in the heart n not forgotten ma ... but wat if it iz forgotten ... haiz reali saded ... feel so childish ... keep remindin myself abt memories n tell her abt the memories ... haiz ... sianz ... guess i m stupid bah ... reali hate myself at times ... thought abt the previous year of 25th september ... haiz its juz so swit ... haiz reali wish we culd last n neva leave each other ... haiz but it reali neva happen ... i guess forever love wont be happening to mi bah ... haiz reali feel lyke burstin to tears n break down now ... but wats the use ... do ani1 noe i m sad ... do ani1 noe how i feel ... reali dun wish to loose u but i guess i hav to the bah ... haiz i guess he may be the beta 1 bah ... i hav no rights to be angri with u u 2 ... wats the use ... its no use ... memories iz reali memories ... reali wan to go to the past ... siang hui dao guo qu ... haiz ... we 2 now r frens i n him iz also frens ... haiz ZI DONG ZI DONG iz thiz wat eberi1 wan to tell mi ... iz thiz the main reasons tat i loose u frm my side ... but do ani1 noe in the dark i hav done so muc things for her ... haiz does eberithin hav to show in front of her so tat she wuld noe i do it ... n i care for her ... LOVE wat izit ... lotz of ppl thought they hav it but wat seems tat it iz LOVE to them iz actually not LOVE ... onli few experience it ...FaLLeN_AnGeL™ ... can a angel fall mah ... thiz iz wat sm1 ask mi ... i told him when the wings r broken ... haiz wings iz so precious to the angel ... how culd a angel afford to loose it ... haiz ... i guess u r really not the 1 bah ... but i reali wish u were the 1 ... can u be the 1 mah ... i reali wish u were the 1 ... i noe LOVE cannot be force ... but i reali wan u badly ... haiz iz thre so mani obstacles tat i hav to face b4 i can get u ... or tat ... theres neva qing tian ne ... qing tain ah ... i dun thnk i hav experience it for a long time ... i write until i m the vitim like tat ... but tats wat i thnk bah ... u all can fou ren bah ... haiz .... maybe i n u were not destinied to be together ... i feel hurt to love u ... n i noe i hurt u alot ... haiz ... nvm some things shuld be kept in the hurt n not said out ... i hate myself bah ... haiz ... forever love ah ... wateva lah ... i guess being lonely wont hurt u bah ... seein u happi with him will make mi happi bah ... haiz
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Thursday, October 12, 2006
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
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