lonely_angel

THANK YOU

2009-11-22T23:58:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU PEOPLE
for celebrating my birthday in advance =)

this was really the first time i experience a SURPRISE
no kidding no kidding
i really did had a surprise

thank you these people who make this happen
Wei Ming (AH THEH THEH, jia le's dear)
Jason (TISSUE PAPER, 2nd dear lolx)
Guan Hao (ALEX CHOO)
Jing Hang (I M FAT)
Yong Wei (YARWEIII)
Jia Le (Auntie, wei ming's dear)

LAST BUT NOT LEAST MY DEAR DEAR
Thank You people =)

The Past~

2009-11-10T20:53:00.004+08:00

Reading through my own blog from the oldest post
Memories starting filling my mind
That moment of my life, my feelings
I can remember every bit of it
I notice how much i have grown, how much things have changed
From sec 3 till now which is poly year 2
Is time passing too fast or is it i didnt notice what i have done
Everything that have past seems like it happen yesterday
From my old friends like jia ying, jia min, dominic, yi jie etc.
Till now like guo wei, jia he, derrick

I dont know why, i just dont feel good when time passes so fast
The Past, The Memories, The old friends, The Tears, The Happiness
i am totally speechless now~~

From Jia Min to Jamie and My Beloved Dear Yong Zhen
I feel i travelled through time machine and came to the future
I really dont know what i am typing now
Some nonsense that came from deep down my heart

I am totally speechless
speechless~~

the world is raining its raining~~

traffic light

2009-11-04T23:15:00.001+08:00

Notice the traffic light lolx ... the same old gay people

I LOVE PINK

2009-11-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

4 guys trying to be gay oh yeah~~

Shorty Post

2009-10-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

This is going to be a very short going to whoever who is in DRAGON BOAT
Take note: The below Facts is scientifically proven.

Lawlz ...

WORKING~~~

2009-09-16T19:56:00.002+08:00

SORRY MY READERS ( i bet i have one lolx )
I AM WORKING
NO TIME TO BLOG
SU MI MA SEI
SORRY
DUI BU QI
lolx i only know these languages maybe the jap one was wrong hahax

UPDATED!!!

2009-08-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

hmmm i dont get why is my words highlighted ... not sure how to close the underline function

nvm i am a very responsible guy and i am tryin to keep my blog alive!!!

below are just some random pictures lolx

enlarge the photo and have alook ... ALL HAIL SATAN

the wonderful BSOD cr8ted by my desktop

hmmm see any EPIC FAIL-ness?

WEI MING!!!!

2009-08-03T21:19:00.005+08:00

Once upon a time there was a boy got Theh who is a angry man

he nevers change his shirt if u ever notice

looking at thing he aint suppose to look at

trying to be a soldier but he failed LOLx

KOBE PAWNED

2009-07-31T13:24:00.001+08:00

come on guys i just love this picture ... coolness to the MAX
KOBE OWNED hahax

reference: http://www.youth-basketball-tips.com/how-to-dribble-a-basketball.html

WEDNESDAY 15th July

2009-07-19T22:20:00.003+08:00

I finally ran out of the evil hand of my school canteen 2 ... over the past years in ngee ann we never fail to eat at canteen 2 ... finally this day we went to KAP macdonads ... as we end terribly early which is 12 noon we went there to makan ... me and my friends guo wei and jia he went there together ... we were greeted by all the macdonald staffs when we approach the counter ... 3 counter all look 2 of us ... guo wei is damn lazy to buy his own stuff so we help-ed him bought ... we ordered 3 mc spicy sets and its terribly cool eating the fries together ... had a chat that we never had b4 ... and later we went to fair price to shop ... actually we didnt really shop ... we were just discussing where to go next ... i looks kind of gay when 3 guys walk into the fairprice together hahax ... later on we decided to the bastard guo wei house which is at BOON LAY ... oh my gosh!!!

it was about half an hour trip ... we went there just to play dota and jia he was thre sleeping on guo wei bed

guo wei is terribly proud of his bed ... he told me that nobody fails to fall asleep on his bed ... jia he did lie there and indeed he fell asleep ... any one intrested in the bed please call 94567961 so i can help u pre order hahax ... and later jia he dad drove to marselling and i went to makan with eddie OHHH and ah theh and later we met jing hang.

my first blue screen on my fujitsu laptop ... satan bless me please

MONDAY 13th July

2009-07-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

Went over to yishun gv to catch ice age 3 ... i was pretty random hahax ... went i and dear was on the way home i juz ask her if she want to watch ice age 3 ... then she gave me a huh face ... pretty cute face hahax ... so we decided to use the handphone to check for timing ... in the end we failed terribly ... theres something wrong with the service ... some very failing ... ice age 3 rocks ... had a pretty wonderful time to watch it ... very funny indeed ... the racoon never FAILS to FAIL hahax

random~~

2009-06-29T23:11:00.003+08:00

wohooo i am back haha ... ok now i am going to use a more mature tone to start blogging ... frankly speaking i dont understand why my messages got lots of hehex, hahax, LOLx ... maybe it is a habit

nothing better to do at school ... first day of the term ... MONDAY BLUES~~~ thats what my class always told the lecturer on monday ... i decided to pon my first lesson cause yesterday i cant sleep well ... coughing and sneezing the whole morning ( i cant say its night cause it is after midnight)

have been coughing non stop the whole day ... maybe its not something so simple as cough ... maybe
it
is

H1N1 !!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG
haha just joking ... frankly speaking i dont know either ... i dont want to die LOLx

after break is the most irritating maths lesson ... buay tahan the teacher ... whole lesson which is 2 hours ... she finished one question ... not exam question ... but juz a practice question z0mg ... shes kind of a phailure ... no one likes her ... she is a emo old lady haha

so i decided to do something fun during her lesson ... perfect my photography haha ... just joking ... i was just playing around look at the 2 photos below cool right hahax ... you saw the tissue ... i finish using 2 packets haizzzz

see the emo girl behind so cool haha

later i decided to play my friend samsung phone ... the game is something like rearanging the photos ... if u all want play go find yong wei cause he got a same hand phone as my fren ... hahax ... touch sreen hand phone is always so intresting ... the game is so pathetic hard that i have to cheat ... you see the grid squares and u imagine that they are being mess up ... z0mg

omg see how much tissue i have wasted ... i would pray for all the trees in these world haha ... get well soon myself =) sigining off

HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY

2009-04-07T19:37:00.006+08:00

hello ... YEAH I AM BACK LOLx ... ok now i m going to blog about a big day of my life hahax ... on 4/4/09 00:00 i anounced that my dear and i have been together for 2 years hahax ... hmm and still counting and counting hahax ... ok it was nothing fun lah ... this is because her mum pass her to me only at 5 plux .... but nvm i hope she enjoy herself hahax ... anyway i was late meeting her so she was damn pissed off with me ... but cannot blame her lah ... so later we decided where to eat in a pathetic sun plaze ... later we decided to eat at pasta mania .... omg sounds like no class lei ... but nvm ... then we eat and eat and eat .... and as usual she cant finish her food LOLx ... then later we went over to sumbawang beach to feed mosquito with blood ... they would are damn happy cause they saw free food coming ... i wanted to sit at the beach but it is feel with alot of kiao tou ... and no place ... sad so we walk all the way into the park and find a mosquito spot to sit hahax... then we started chatting and later played monopoly LOLx ... my dear isnt playing fair ... always shake the dice on my turn so i go to fail arghhh ... and she bullied me LOLx ... later ard 10 plus then i send her home ... nthin muc lah ... juz a normal day out ... but i still hope she enjoy it ... HOPE YOU ENJOYED =)

i decorated on the garlic bread muwahaha

see my dear dear littering

what we are facing ... but i bet u all cant c LOLx

BORINGGG~~~

2009-03-01T20:11:00.003+08:00

EARLY in the morning i woke up ... already sianed so i went to guan hao blog to SPAM ... maybe u all wont feel any difference but i noe what happen ... so its the 1st of march you all shuld buy 7777 ... you all should noe why later

you all know why now hahax ... really nthing better to do ... i went wei ming house to ZBLing ... and we played special mahjiong 7 tiles each and numorous funny HU pattern hahax ... i shall teach u all next time if u all want play hahax ... bb ... SP DB SUCKSSSS .... just joking haha

wish my dear have a fun and safe trip ... TAKE CARE ... with lots and lots and lots of love

hahax something funny

2009-02-18T22:37:00.006+08:00

i really got nothing to do so i went online and search some funny pictures ... dont know if u all watch it before .... now enjoy

2009-02-14T00:55:00.002+08:00

i dont know would i be jealous ... or would that be a correct word to use ... i know ur mum were not here all this while and she came so u pei her ... but i feel that ever since that recent holiday both of us change ... it seem that u wuld stick with ur family more ... and i would like to stick with u more ... i noe i shuldnt be so selfish to stop u 2 from being together ... what hab i gone rong ... have my heart become so evil? i really got to wake myself up

Only When ... ....

2009-02-13T23:26:00.003+08:00

maybe she was just right ... i have been hurting her feelings all this long because of what i said ... i shuld be watching my mouth and saying unthoughtful things that would hurt her ... until u are being prick by needle then u wuld noe that the needle is sharp and hurts ... only when u r being hurt then u noe that u shuldnt hurt people this way ...

only when ... only when

theres so many only when in this world ... who would know all of them ...

i just have to change my attitude and how i talk

sorry for hurting u again and again ... maybe i even lost count on how many time i hurt you ... you were the one keeping to urself when u were hurt by me ... taking all the blame w/o letting ppl know ... i am really sorry ... i dont know how many sorries that i said ... it seems to be never ending ...

but i would still remember our promise ...

2009-01-05T22:02:00.010+08:00

Your Happiness = My Happiness
Your Sadness = My Sadness
Your Heart Break = My Heart Break
Your Smile = My Smile
Your Cry = My Cry
Your Life = My Life
Your Love = My Love

HAPPY 2009!!!!

2009-01-03T19:40:00.002+08:00

HELLO I AM BACK!!!!!

This is what i usually say hahax ... this wont be a long post cause i am damn lazy hahax ... hmm its a brand new year hahax ... eberithing going to be new hahax

so my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
MORE LOVE FROM:
DEAR DEAR~~
FAMILY~~
FRIENDS~~

Thats all hahax ... i miss dear and i dont noe if she miss me ... she neva mention me in her blog =(

after this shanghai trip i feel how pathetic it is to miss some one ...

HAPPY NEW YEAR
2009
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUESSSSSSSSSSS

more fats LOLx~~

LOLx i m back hahaha

2008-10-26T13:14:00.002+08:00

Hmm ... hi guys n gurls ... i am back agn LOLx ... i hab MIA for abt 25 days LOLx ... hahahx ... PSPS ... sorry my readers that i didnt blog .... was knd of lazy to blog hahaha ... some more sch reopen le so alot of thing to do hahahax ... i feel weird~ why eberitime i blog thres no one to tag but whenever i never blog they keep on tagging LOLx ... i feel like i am like an artist LOLx ... when i die ppl then noe how WEI DA i am LOLx ... jk jk ... dont sae until so BHB like tat hahahx

SO SIANZ~ the module this semester is like OMG!!!! i dont even noe if i can survive through it LOLx ... the electronics is like 2X difficult than my past electronic module ... and some more there is 2 electronic module this semester =.= dear also gt one electronic module this semester LOLx ... lets sae good luck for both of us =)

It was lucky that i studied last semester coz i dont noe hw muc my GPA would drop this semester LOLx ... good luck for me then LOLx .... hahax ... signing off ... hope to c some my frens real soon hahahx ... GUAN HAO IS STIL MIA-ING .... dont noe whre he go LOLx hahahx .... and i still owe KMZ $20 LOLx ... hab to save wor~ hahahax

LOVE YA LOTZ DEAR~~

FREEDOM GUNDAM!!!!

2008-10-01T23:28:00.009+08:00

HELL YEAH!!! I M BACK FROM MACAU COME TAGE ME OFTEN LOLx ... hmm i m nt goin to post abt the trip yet .. kind of lazy .... but i thnk soon bahx LOLx ... i goin talk abt gundamn todae yeah !!!! i spend SIX HOURS fixing the freedom gundam which my sister claim to be hers coz she ask my dad to buy first ... like free labour =.= BUT I WANT IT!!!!! after fixing all the sixteen pices into one gundam ... the MAN ZHU GAN is like OMG!!! u noe it after u fix it .. try it ... no harm ... u dont need skill ... juz patience n the heart to do it =) okz tats all ... i want tat gundam i dont care ... if she wan it back ... i goin to burn it MUWAHAHAHAHA!!!!

I MISS MY DEAR ='(

the sixteen parts ... long way to go

THE BOX!!!

OMG finally finish ... cool rite?

BLITZ V.S FREEDOM!!!!

ALIES LOLx

Lantern Festival =)

2008-09-15T00:01:00.011+08:00

Hell Yeah ... todae i yong jun, eddie, wei ming, jason, kenneth (jason bro), kai yat, shannon, hong qing, jing hang and me ... i thnk tats all bahx hahhax ... we went to yishun park to burn sme things ... hmm dun noe wat to sae lei ... hab fun with the vedios and pictures LOLx =)

Yong Jun bought an indian newspaper for burning LOLx ... racist guy

kenneth trying to act indian LOLx .. another racist guy .. checkout his forehead LOLx

C the smoke at the top of the shelter ... we made this LOLx

omg the carbon dioxide is covering the glass LOLx

Kane Coming LOLx ... HELL YEAH =)

FAILED LOLx

Noob Thing that does not work LOLx

Jason Noob Story .... ....

2008-09-14T23:40:00.005+08:00

Jason wanted to buy a $100 plus cap ... i thnk he is damn rich lah ... waste so muc on one cap =.= so pathetic ... smemre still dun let me work .... sae he still wan work to spend =.= damn bastard guy
So one day he found a seller ... LOLx he was damn happy coz the seller sell the cap for $100 ... so the seller ask him go to tampines to get the cap frm him ... he was damn reluctant at first but later he went to tampines ... he waited and waited ... after half an hr he called the guy ... and that guy told him his not free ... sme other days bah ... HE GOT OWNED!!! going all the way frm khatib to tampines OWNED ... so he was damn fed -up
After that the guy told him to meet at orchard sme days later ... he was quite reluctant to go nw ... even mre reluctant ... so he thnk thnk n thnk ... In the end he still went ... he waited for half an hr for that so call 2nd hand cap LOLx .... below r the pictures of that noob cap LOLx

JASON TOH TEE SIONG=LOSER
YEAH WO SHI SUPERMAN
YEAH WO SHI SUPERMAN
YEAH WO SHI SUPERMAN
YEAH NI SHI LOSER

the packaging of the cap LOLx .... look lame to me

he gt owned by a noob cap LOLx

me wearing his noob cap LOLx

a noob cat that scares me =.=

wei ming wearing jason noob cap LOLx

see his cap can even put pen and pencil LOLx

Happy Birthday Jason

2008-09-10T23:23:00.007+08:00

LOLx ... i am back agn ... todae woke up at ard 12 n thnking whre to rot ... i was watchin televison when i heard the One Miss Call ringtone and went up to check my phone ...dear called me and said i called her just now and i didnt talk ... i was huh O.o ... then went to to check ... INDEED i called her ... BUT i was like one floor away frm my hp ... she said she heard moving noise ... i was like OMG ... is that somethin?? i was WTH WTH WTH~~~ sounds errie lah ... maybe my mum wan talk to dear so call her or was that SOMETHING ?? dont wish to guess LOLx ... so after that i called yong wei

hui fong: Hello

yong wei: Hello

hui fong: What u doin?

yong wei: Just woke up (even though he sound quite awake LOLx)

hui fong: You know now what time!?!?!!?

yong wei: Dont noe lei

hui fong: You guess?

yong wei: 11

hui fong: Wth 2.30 liao !?!?!?

Yong Wei is like WTH WTH WTH LOLx its funny to me lah hahahax

later i called him agn he told me he fall asleep agn =.=

then i ask wei ming go jason house now ... then he told me he just woke up 30 mins ago =.=

okz then after preparing eberithin i met wei ming at bus stop and travel all the way to khatib to meet and yong wei and buy a cake for WEE TECK LOLx we wanted to buy a small childish cake with pickachu but dun hab ... then saw a hello kitty cake then we wanted to buy ... but thinking that we goin eat that cake we decided not to ... when the shopkeeper ask us want how many candles we all sae ... ALL SMALL CANDLES LOLx ... we all laugh sia LOLx ... then we headed to jason huse ... and celebrate his and wei ming birthday hahaha

this is the CAKE!!!!

Jason Kissin the cak LOLx MUACKSSS<3

Now its wei min turn to kiss the cake MUACKKKKSSS<3

nice mah LOLx

Then after all this we went to prata huse ... we run to catch the bus LOLx ... and went to makan makan makan LOLx ...nthin to talk abt makan cause got SOLO which is eddie LOLx ... alwaes call us solo =.= then later we ran to catch the bus home agn ... on the way they talkin abt shao nian yang jia jiang LOLx ... i neva watch only abit ... then we all go our seoerate way home LOLx ... back at hme hab to reluctantly eat that chicken rice that mama cook cause beri full le ... sianz .... then after that dota and slack ... i thnk tats all for todae ... sign off~~ sianz msn is not working and i cant chat with dear dear =( life without her is so sianz ... so bored ... hope she can pei me soon~~

New Blog Song!!

2008-09-10T14:02:00.002+08:00

Lolx just changed my blog song hope u all wuld like ... i thnk my dear would love this song LOLx ... this is a secret btwn both of us ... hahahx me dun wish to sae lalalaalala~

两只恋人
傻傻两个人
许过一个愿
当时星星眨着眼
看起来并不远
为你长翅飞　
为你被风吹
请你千万要等我
带幸福来给你的那一天
春天散步 , 夏天看海 , 秋天数落叶
一直没有烦恼
一直没有争吵
让　每天像糖一样甜
冬天飘雪, 我是棉被温暖你的夜
一直在你身边
一直爱到永远
你　就负责靠著我的肩贴著你的脸
拍一张照片
世界是很复杂的
要靠我近一点但愿你每天
幸福又安全
两只恋人手牵手
谁也不用再跑给谁去追

Yest went to find that stupid job is damn fustrating de lah ... happily go all the way to changi expo thre to start work ... when we reach thre we cant find the person in charge ... ok nvm ... we wait wait wait ... then still kana gl by tat stupid security wth lah ... then finally gt ppl cme bring us go up ... then she sae we came rong company WTH!!! then she ask us go all the way to city hall to the dun noe wat water wheel thre ... so happily go thre tot can start work there ... then after after all the trail eberithin ... he ask all of us to go except for edmund and si yuan ... we was like WTH!!! @!#!@$!@%!@#@!#!@ so we went to slack slack slack n wait for them 2 to finish working ... the whole day was wait wati and WAIT!!! wth .... it was totally a disaster lah sianz ... for mre info check on Guan Hao and Hao Jie blog ... dun noe if they r goin to blog but hope so LOLx ... sign off ~~~ sorry dear for my yest attitude sorry~~

Boring~~

2008-09-07T18:56:00.002+08:00

Hello~~ i am back ... OMG holiday is damn sianz lah ... eberidae play all thoose lame game ... MOO MOO, Hero Seige, Fight of Characters etc. nthin beta to do sia ... tuesdae gonana work soon ... looking foward to it coz no ned rot le LOLx ... hmmm ... hab been thnking why m i so impatient and per che easily ... eberitime play basketball alwaes like tat ... neva change de ... still rmb last time quarrel with Cheng Kok abt the big hand thingy ... like want to fight like tat ... hai yo ... me hor ... no comments LOLx ... dear mum came a few daes ago ... she also cant pei me tat muc le ... kind of miss her lately ... and hor .... DEAR DEAR i play game doesnt mean i never miss u or thnk of u okz ... u r alwaes in my heart okz =) rmb tat wor ... i noe u still will sae my actions didnt show tat ... but tats true lah~~ okz sign off ... miss you dear dear<3

DATE<3

2008-09-03T18:08:00.002+08:00

Yest went out with dear dear to lots of place in singapore LOLx ... actually its only 3 place i thnk hahahx ... i met her at ocbc ... and OMG ... i saw a gurl wearing skirt ... i was OMGing ... is that my dear dear LOLx .... n it was her lah LOLx ... so i went over gagagax ... shuld sae i m delighted to c her wear skirt finally LOLx ... zhong yu zhang da le LOLx ... tats sound so LOLx ... then we went to the 855 bus stop to wait for bus ... she thnk here thnk thre then decided to go tak mrt and smemre she ask me go out of the qeue first LOLx ... so ps lah hahahahx ... but shes my dear dear wor i m willing to do tat lah hahahax .... then we tak all the way to harbourfront and catch Wall E the movie ... hmmm i couldnt sae its broing it was quite nice too LOLx.. but i dont thnk jason they all wuld like this movie ... kind of enjoy it lah ... its was a cute and enjoyable show ... but it was sianz because i gt sore throat cannot eat the popcorn sianz ... arghh

After the movie i went out of vivo to rot cause it was damn cold inside lah hahaha ... then i followed dear aimlessly to tak the cable car to SENTOSA LOLx ... hmmm ... i hab been alot of years since i last took cable car ... then we went to take the blue line to the beach station to watch Song of the Sea ... i was watchin the actor n actress act lah ... its nt tat its funny but i feel the are damn PATHATIC ... u noe ... PAT A TIC .... come on lah they wan ask to sing along but eberi1 diam diam LOLx ... i wanted but saded i gt sorethroat ... i wonde hw they survive lah ... saded LOLx ... then after the show we went back to vivo n went outside to took taxi to Sinapore Flyer .... the taxi like dont like me like tat ... unhired also dun wan let me board ... damn bastard ... finally took the taxi to the singapore flyer and we had SWEET MOMENTS inside the Flyer LOLx

After that went to eat POP EYES Lolx this is hw my dear pronuce last time hahahax ... i laughed man LOLx ... then we cab back hme ... the taxi also damn bastard ... cannot pay by nets .... arghh ... the dear hab to help me pay ... arghh ... then dear gav me some medcine then i walked home gagagax ... it was wat a WONDERFUL day LOLx ... THANK YOU DEAR =)

For picture please proceed to my dear blog to c LOLx ... i lazy to post ... cyaz ... SIGNING OFF .... ....

Hmm Nthin to do LOLx

2008-09-01T14:32:00.001+08:00

Eloo i am back LOLx ... hmm this time i dun noe hw long wuld i be back LOLx ... just changed my blog skin cause i hab nthin to do LOLx ... hmm let me think wat shuld i blog ne ... Hmm no idea at all ... maybe i hab smethin to blog le then cme back blog bahx LOLx ... tak care my friends ... AND!!! Dont think too much le dear dear ... muacks muacks <3

XXXX

2008-04-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

HEY WHATS WRONG WITH YOU NOWADAYS.

WHY CANT YOU JUST DIE.

YOU HAVE BEEN COMITTING MISTAKES AGAIN AND AGAIN.

WORST STILL, YOU NEVER CORRECT YOUR MISTAKES.

USELESS GUY. IDIOTIC FREAKO.

YOU CAN GO DIE!!!!

I LOVE MY DEAR

2008-03-23T14:57:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY DEAR
U WANT TO NOE WHY??
THRES NO REASONS=)
I JUST LOVE HER THE WAY SHE IS
I JUST LOVE HER BECAUSE I LOVE HER
DUN ENVY THAT I GT SOMEONE TO LOVE
CAUSE U ALL GT YOUR PARENTS TO LOVE
I AM SPECAIL COZ I GT MY DEAR TO LOVE
MORAL OF THE STORY:I LOVE MY DEAR

Posting for my dear

2008-01-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hf is back in action agn hahax .... the flame have been lighted once agn ... but i dun noe hw long it will last hahax ... this blog is blogged so my dear can eat her meals eberidae ... if i dun blog she wont eat =.= so i hab to blog in order to keep her fat n chubby hahax ... ermm this shuld be the first post for 2008 hahax ... aniwae HAPPY 2008 hahax ... ermmm gt our Os result recently n was quite satisfied with it .. but the english was abit disappointing but i still passed ... the most shockin is my a.maths ... i actually pass =.= cant believe tat i actually pass hahax ... long life hui fong ang hahax ... nw i m juz hoping to go into the same course as my dear dear ... ermm but heard frm my dad tat accounting was stressful hahax n nw its still stressful =.= nvm ... i shall persevere n work hard if i gt into accounting course hahax ... my score well n win eberi1 takin tat course muwahahahax ... i cant lose ... the determination to do well shall nt stop muwahahax ... end of post buaiz

Dear goin work le

2007-12-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

hehex ... i am back again le woots ... cannot let the flame of blogging died dwn so muz always blog blog blog hahax ... todae ... ermm working?? i thnk tats all bah hahax ... then later meet dear for dinner which we go J8 hahax ... the food thre onli gt 1 word to discribe and that is expensive .... wth man ... is like so damn ex lol ... dun feel like eatin when saw those price of the food ... then we go fnd tat blur man ting ... i walk in n out of G2000 THREE times but she saw mi on the 3rd time ... i gt no words to describe her hahax ... oh yah my dear tmr goin to work le so want to wish her good luck hehex .. muz be careful wor ... okz i shall set three rules for her
No 1: Work that time muz thnk of mi=X
No 2:Must be c areful when working
No 3:Cannot on diet =.=

i am goin to do a survey plz ans truthfully ... is my dear fat?? to mi shes nt lah ... she always wan go on diet ... beri bu ting hua ... hahaax ... okz write until here le .. tak care my dear =)

back in action

2007-12-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

Long long time haven been bloggin le hahahax ... todae i decided to change eberithin hahax ... hope tat mre ppl wuld cme bah hahax ... comments on my skin plzz hehex ... hope tat all of u wuld like it hahax ... as u usual .... i am lazy to blog so long hahax ... hehex ... sowie i super de lazy wor hehex ... i wan to blog abt my dear ... my lovable and cute dear ... hehex ... i love my dear very muc ... u all can dun care abt mi ... hahax ... i juz wan to blog this for my dear hehex ...

my dearest dear dear ... it hav know u frm almost 1 year le hehex ... i noe when we first met i still like jia min ... and later jamie ... and this cause a lot problems ... afta being withyou for 8 months we change in lots of ways ... coz we start to love each other 8 months ago ... maybe u earlier hahax ... i juz wan to tak thiz chance nw to tell u i love you beri muc ... i cannot predict the future but i want to let you know i want to be with u forever ... i m nt talkin crap kz ... u hab been saein u cant rely too muc on mi coz u dont noe watr wuld happen ... but i shall tell u nw ... i wuld always cacth u when u fall ... we shall share the burdens together and love each other more n more eberidae ... i love you ... may you give mi your hand and we shall walk all the way to the end <3

MUWAHAHAHAHAX

2007-09-20T17:23:00.000+08:00

UPDATED

Teacher's day haahaax

2007-09-02T11:38:00.000+08:00

Wohooo i m bac again hahax ... nw iz abt teacher's day ... i dun noe if it is a disaster or wat haahax ... In the early morning we went for a 'run' haahx actually we juz walk lah hahaax ... we were thre talkin alot of sh!ts hahax ... talkin abt de yu changing in werewolf when reaching shagnesey (dun noe hw to spell hahax) then we thre disturbing the other school ppl ... calling them ani name .. like mary, chin seng, wee teck hahax ... so damn funny ... then later we went to watch the concert at hme n went play basketball hahax ... hahax basketball was damn pissed off ... WO BEI SHANNON BLOCK 2 TIMESS ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ... pissed off hahaax ... then later my dear was no feeling gd haiz ... lets skip tat ... then i ran hme ... i really run hahax ... then ic the ppl in the car wacthin at mi ... they were watching as if ... ermm ... thnk ing like wat the hell this lunatic i doin ... takin his pants on his hand and run hahahax ... then later i quickly bath n went back to primary school .... i met Jin Hao ... wth lah he damn tall lol ... so zi bei hahahax ... then we went in ... go fnd my primary school teacher but none was found =.= .... then later Jie wei cam hahax ... then later tio gan by the vice-principal ... she damn %@#$#@%@#%!@ ... wth lah she ... gib tat idiotic face n chase us out ... then gt 1 group thre scolding vaugurities lah hahax ... then later all of us went to wen xuan huse to play hahahax ....ermmm i was thre playing audition n jie wei playing dota ... jin hao was thre looking at us =.= then later went to play PS1 all those lame games ... jun ning also came later hahax ... then in the eveing then we went to eat at jin shan ling hahaax .... then we were saeing all those primary school stuff ... later we went walk walk n went hme le hahax ... at the play ground bridge we saw 'LIM JIE WEI NO BALLS' hahax we were thre lauging like mad hahax ... yah tats all for todae =)

playing games hahax

hahax playing PS1 hahax

hahax mi eating =)

woot NG JUN NING hahax =)

TAN JIN HAO hahax =)

this is tao saun (wen xuan ) chi ji hahax =)

yoz this iz lim jie wei hahax =)

yo he xhao hahaax =)

I M BAC MUWAHAHAHAX

2007-08-30T13:58:00.000+08:00

hahax nthing to do so decided to cong chu jiang hu hahax ... nw dun noe cong whre shuo qi lei .... ermmm yah ... lets talk abt my class first ... the new wed couple hahax c for urself

u know who r they mah hahax .... they are PIAK PIAK n AH QING GE hahax

hahax ... jia ying will kill mi if she is goin to c this hahax ... we are trying to put them together but aii yooo .... nvm yong qing ren zong cheng juan shu hahax ... ermmm wat shuld i blog nxt ne .... ermmm ... let mi thnk muwahahax ... nw c this bah hahax

yah nw is our bear bear shang chang le ... can c his mouth mah hahax ... open until so big haahx

hahax... he reali beri cute at tmes hahax ... always do stupid thins hahahax ... stupid thins is for stupid ppl to do de maha ahahaax ... hahax ... i dun thnk i hav ani nice pic to put up liao ... chu fei u wan to c my act cute pic lol hahaax ... life hav been fine nowadays ... but smethin i feel still abit unstable ... i dun noe why ... i thnk i still hav to work hard making it beri stable bah hahax ... tao bi bu shi jie jue fang fa .... hahax ... i thnk i stop until here le bah hahax ... work guys for ur PRELIM .... ps: even though i myself i not working hard haahax

ANG HUI FONG OFFICALLY ANNOUNCE THAT THIS BLOG IS LIVING AGAIN!!!!!!!!

ps: dun listen to wat jason is saying in my tagboard hahax =P

wat happen

2007-08-04T19:13:00.000+08:00

haizz ... nowadays ... maybe wat happen now is cause by me bah ... maybe i juz hav to go fan xing yi xia bah .... i m not gd after all

ROTTING AGAIN ?????

2007-07-09T20:03:00.000+08:00

yoz i m bac hahax ... did my blog juz rot again ... i thnk so bah ... hahax saw alot of WORMMMSSS muwahahax ... todae is DISASTER ... i woke up in the morning ... then i saw sunlight ... then i tot for awhile ... todae sunday??? i thnk n thnk then i suddenly jump out ... SH!T its mondae man thne i jump out n take cab wth man .... then i tak the slip then the office clerk also suan mi haahx ... then later go c miss soo so funny hahax ... it was like this
huifong: ermmm gd morning
miss soo: yah hi
pass the slip to her
miss soo: ooo so why u r late
huifong: ermmm i overslept ya ....
searching for smethin
huifong: ermmm do u ned a pen
miss soo: oo nopez i m finding my outstanding ink pen
huifong: ...... ....... ......

dotz so scary lah hahax .... then i went to look for goh chye joo hahax... then mdm lim talk here talk thre muwahahax ... then went to class ... eberi1 like wow .... so late .... hahax ... then the dae started hahax ... we later had a photo session hahax ... so funny its reali fun man playin basketball afta recess =.= hahax ... after tat after school go SIP for 1 hour nia hahaax .... coz got english remidial ... luckily is miss adeline YOOOOOOOO .... hahaax ... then went hme with zhen le hahax ... love ya <3

NEW POSTTY HEHEX

2007-06-28T20:41:00.000+08:00

heeheex ... after alot of scolding for DOMINIC HENG XIAN LONG ... i decided to blog ... NOT FOR HIM ... hehex but for myself =P hahahax ... ermm let mi thnk ...i haben been blogging for quite sme time ...people said my blog got WORMSSS ... EEEKKKKKKKKKKK .... so i decided to clear away the wormstoday hehex ... SCHOOL REOPEN LE .... MUWAHAHAX ...actually school gt nthin new happening lah ...accept first day of school gt punish le =.= wth ... shuld be ... ermmm 45 push ups ??? i think so if i m nt rong ... AND TATS BECAUSE ...i talk too muc =.=''' wth so sianz ... then eberidae muz do 25 until today hehex .... yah n MISS SUE LET US BRING MP3 TO SCHOOL MUWAHAHAHHAX ... quite a shocking news but it light up my life for first day of school hahax ... actually not miss sue lah is my dear dear ... first sight of her i was beri happy =) the sight of her iz like ... u can c rays of lying shinning behind her hahax ... abit kua zang hahax ... ya smethin like tat hehex ... yah n the school time-table really do SUX lah hahax ... abit sianz ... no days tat i can slack .... i knd of like studying nowadays ... dun noe why ... but still beri LAZY =.=''' ermm ...i thnk the other day also nothing muc bahh ...OOOO almost forgotten ... I SPRAIN MY LEGGGG ARGHHHHHHH ... hahax ... last year around NAFA tat tme also sprain my leg =.=''' i thnk 1 year anniversary bah hahax ... yah ...by the way SOWIE CYRUS =P even though i dun noe why u r angri lah hahax ... sowie aniwae ... TODAY ORAL WASS DAMNNNNNN ... ermm ... wat shuld i sae ne ermm.... ermm ... ermmm ... ermmm ... ermmm .... hahax juz playin with u all hahx ... the word is GREAT MUWAHAHAHAX ... hehexx ... i thnk i hav CONFIDENCE IN GETTING a A1 MUWAHAHAHAX ...n i also my oral teacher cycling hme todae dotz .... hahax ... i tot tat i culd bribe him hahax ...jk jk ... ermmm i thnk tats all for todae i go rest le hehex ... tak care guys ... n ALL THE BEST FOR THE COMING EXAMS ... miz ya lotz love ya lotz dear

new song =)

2007-06-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

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nthin to blog so blog song lol hehex =)

changing blog song =)

2007-06-22T22:06:00.000+08:00

lalalalala

2007-06-06T17:48:00.000+08:00

hehex ... haben been blogging lately ... afta muc pursuadtion i decided to blog hahax ... no lah ... actually is i juz feel like blogging lah hahax ... life is great at times hahax ... but bad at times .... this wat life is hehex ... life is full of obstacles but luckily god created wat we call FRIENDS ... FRIENDS r beri importanr as it help us in sme way or another ... without FRIENDS thre wont be US =) hehex ... thres smethin that make FRIENDS so special ... FRIENDS can become love partner which we called steady .... ACCORDING to wat PHYSCOLOGY DOCTOR JIA MIN said ... LOVE is like a friendship on FIRE hahax ... cute rite =P hahax ... so DOMINIC HENG XIAN LONG ... please be happy .... without LOVE u still have FRIENDS .... u have lotz of FRIENDS tat care for you ... so tak care and SMILEZ .... and i wuld like thank a beri important person tat cause a great change in my life n tats hehex ... n thnk all of u will noe bah =) thanks for accompany when i m down ... thanks for ur understanding when i m unreazonable .... therefore thanks i alot ... want to sae smethin to u hehex ... n tat is ehem ya tats all hahax ... kz lets go bac to today

6th June 2007
hahax ... today was quite slcking in school .... we juz hav onli english lesson horray hahax ... then we went to play basketball ... guan hao is still the joker of the day hahax ... shareezal was playin beri rough so guan hao beri buai song him .... then he keep on sae him hahax ... we were laughing at mad ... we arnt playing basketball ... we were more like playing joker ball hahax ... ya bac to guan hao .... he then beri buai song then go bang shareezal then were thre laughing like mad hahax ... then afta the basketball session we went to the coffee shop nearest to sch to hav LUNCH hahax ... thre we were thre tlin crap here n thre ... 'backstabbing' ppl hahax ... then we hav lotz of laughter hahax ... then after tat i went hme with shannoon n hong qing n now i m bac hme ... smethin bad happen todae n i juz dun wish to sae hahax... but its over n i m happy again =) i love you

hehex

2007-05-22T19:55:00.000+08:00

hehex last sunday i went over to my cousin place to bbq below is 2 cute photo hahax

c my sis is laming hahax

would u marry me hahax =P

cute rite hehex =)

hahax i also went thre to qie quo lan qui with 1 of the person thre hahax in the end u guess wat hehex ... i won 7-5 muwahahax .... i nt tat lousy de wor muwahahax =) i thnk nthin muc on tat day lah hahax

And for today teacher gave us the mock exam script and i neva do the li jie wen da coz reali beri beri sianz hahax... then after tat waited for zhen then go hme lol ... we went to eat too hehex ... my words are harsh at time sowie i wuld try to change sowie .... i thnk tats for today bah buaiz ... it will neva change hehex =P

back again

2007-05-11T20:50:00.000+08:00

After muc persuadtion from her i decided to UPDATE MY BLOG =)))) hehex .... haben been updating for quite a long time ... so i try to write as long as i want ... hehex it had been 1month pluz le ... time reali fly past beri fast .... even though we hav alot of conflict lately but i still love as muc as u love me ( do u love me muwahahaha, sowie i m lame n BHB ) kz lets continue the story .... the last 2 week was reali a disaster .... According to the research make my Professer Mr Ang Hui Fong ... abt 99.9% of ppl who iz beri stress .... thiz make the people around them beri mesirable because they would pmsing hahax =) But the 0.1% are the best ... they are neva stress ... stress free hahax ... eg: qiqi (physho) n mi .... i m a slacker muwahha ... so i m neva ever stress hahax ... kz lets continue the story ... ermm i dun noe wat to sae liao muwahaha ... yah n beri beri sowie to u ... i hab been playin maple every every now n then n neva reali pei u sowie ... i thnk i reali hav to go fan xing fan xing yi xia bah hahax ... i reali dun noe wat to write liao hahax .... hav to end here ... tak care guys ... luv ya forever

wat happen to mi

2007-04-21T19:57:00.000+08:00

haben been blogging for a long long time haiz ... todae had nthin beta to do so i decided to do bloging ... after wat happened yesterday i felt useless ... i really felt beri useless ... i cant do anithin when i see u sad ... i wish to make u happy but i dun noe wat to do ... even i tried ways tat i tot to make u smile but i cant make u smile ... i felt beri useless ... wat i can do iz juz run run n run ... i juz had to lied to myself tat ur happi n nthin iz rong ... haiz ... i felt useless ... can ani1 enlighten mi ... i m not gd at handling relationship problem ... haiz .... i rmb tat song ... the cindy song tat u sang 1 time ... i tot of the lyrics n i felt scared ... haiz ... do eberithin had to end ... haiz ... i felt scared now eberitime when i tot i wuld loose u ... haiz ... it iz juz the begining n dont wish to end .... haiz .... thiz knd of fear i really hate it haiz ...

happily ever after

2007-04-06T00:51:00.000+08:00

hahax .... things are getting on the right track finally ... i finally i feel i m so damn xin fu hahax ... hahax ... firstly my goal iz to beta piak jia ying in all the subjects hahax ... we are now startin betting with each other ... we wuld pay each other $1 to buy drinks for eberi subject we lose hahax ... i lose to her in the first test haiz so sad ... but nvm ... i muz shout out loud ... PIAK JIA YING I WILL WIN U DE MUWAHAHAX .... afta beating jia ying in studies i wuld do the impossible n tat iz to beat jamie in her studies hahax ... i noe thre iz a smalll possibilty but i will try my beri best hahax ... study study study ... hahax... smethin happen a few days ago hahax ... i dun thnk ani1 noe bah onli i noe hahax ... lets keep it a secret hahax ... no1 wuld noe except for mi n u muwahahax ... haben been blogin for quite a long tme so decided to blog lol hahax ... also not muz thins to blog lah hahax ... tmr goin out to play pool hahax... my mum n sis also overseas muwhahax =) gd gd .... kkz i thnk i beta go slp le gd nitez ... tak care girl=)

2007-03-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

hahax itz tme of mi to blog hahax ... ermm i hav a webby here .... hahax sme ppl noe i went to hokaido last year so my cousin make a ohoto galary if u all wan to go n c i gib u all the webby

http://www58.rockyou.com/my_gallery.php?instanceid=59777019

hehex ... quite enjoyable nowadays nthin muc to thnk liao lol ... onli thnk shuld i carry on lol hahax ... yah i got sme pic over here ... thiz pic iz 14th march the day b4 ah hao ( our handsome boy) we went to marina to eat eat ... nthin muc lah coz kok n ling neva send mi alot ... not muc not less juz 3 hahax ... c for urself bah =)

hahax hope tat u all wuld enjoy ... it dosent hav muc of my pic lah but still got mi muwahaha =))

hahax a3 ppl on the mrt train =))))

hahax mi still got 2 dom cute cute pic hahax pic no1:

for ur info fd iz eating ice-cream muwahaha

2nd pic of cute dom hahax:

he so cute rite lyke wan to slp slp liao hahahax =)

kz lah i dun thnk too i hab muc to blog hope eberi1 iz happi can le =) tak care guyz =)

sianz

2007-03-11T12:38:00.000+08:00

haven been bloggin for quite sme time so i decided to fork out some tme to blog lol hahax ... yah on friday sports carnival was quite a diseaster ... we lose to s3 in mass skipping for 3 points haiz so saded ... cant blame ani1 actually but at least we got 1st runner-up ... n tats not so bad hahax ... hahax ... nvm ... we already did our best guys hahax ... then i noe the caterpilar race also iz a disaster ... 3 ppl neva cme ... haiz forget abt it ... then i went to play bb ... hahax ... it was fun lah but after tat ... startin to feel weird .. then go vomit then headache ... afta tat was send hme by mdm lim ... so saded haiz ...then my mum n mdm lim talk talk talk then i sianz 1 half haiz ... they both talk confirm no gd thin de ... by the way thnx yi jie hahax ... then the nxt few daes iz also beri sianz ... haiz forget it dun wish to sae so muc liao ... hahax ... thnx zhen ... i wrote the sms iz reali for u de kz hahax ... tak care zhen ... dun thnk so muc le hahax ... tak care ... haiz miz my memories so muc haiz ... reali wish to go bac to the past =(((((

sorry

2007-03-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

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... i noe thiz dosent mean anithin to u ... haiz when u told mi abt tat ... i reali feel lyke pickin up eberithin n dash to to ur huse now ... haiz ... i juz cant ... haiz ... my mum wont let mi too sowie ... sowie ... i cant do anithin for u now ... i feeel useless .. sowie

rainy day

2007-03-03T08:21:00.000+08:00

it hav been raining yesterday night ... even though it iz not a heavy 1 but haiz ... dun why it started raining ... i really feel bad ... but i noe tat she dosent blame mi ... i juz feel bad ... it was really beri fan last night ... actually i wanted to hate my mum ... but haiz ... i dont thnk iz her fault n shes the 1 n only mum i hav ... if i hate her .... then which mum shuld i luv .... haiz sowie mum didnt mean to fa pi qi de ... haiz ... why so mani thin clashes on the important day haiz ... since lyke tat i juz hav to burn my brain cells n thnk thnk thnk wat shuld i do ne ... haiz ... it also proven tat history repeated ... haiz even though i cant reali confirm it bah its alrady quite obvious ... i feel knd of sad not because of him ... but i reali dun wish history to repeat haiz ... n why u wan to lie to mi ... i hate ppl lying to mi ... i hate u .... since i dun noe the truth yet i dont thnk i wan to hate u bah ... but if reali history iz goin to repeated ... i guess it will be another downpour ... its reali hard standing up again after a fall ... haiz ... hope my 2007 wont be a chaos bah .... if the time ripes ... i guess fang qi hai shi zui hao de xuan ze ... but i dun thnk i wuld wan to force myself to do tat again .... haiz i m reali confused haiz ... my guardian angel do u mnd comin to help mi mah ... haiz ... love ya ....

help mi lei!!!!!!!!!

2007-03-01T18:28:00.000+08:00

wahh .... i wan to stress out liao jiu ming ah ... haiz .... quite fan nowadays ... todae almost cried in class ... luckily neva =P hahax muz be strong cannot anihow cry ... haiz i noe my frens around care for mi but i didnt response to them ... haiz ... i tot todae ... since lovin sm1 iz so painful then why shuld i love her ne ... since life iz lyke tat why shuld i live on ne haiz ... i noe my life iz not as bad as ani1 ... but haiz ... i feel reali beri weak ... i m sad of little thins ... i hav to sae sowie to u ... i reali dui ni you pian jian ... i dun noe why ... i hope u r not lying to me ... i dun wan history to repeat ... haiz ... smtimes i reali hate myself alot ... by the way ... xiao ping guo dun hurt urself liao kz ... i m ur gd gd fren i dun wan to c u suffer kz ... haiz i cant selbrate ur birthdae with u sowie ... tot of planing a surprise but ... haiz my mum call mi go malaysia because of stupid reasons ... wahhh wahhh ... i cant hate my mum ... i juz hav to hate myself ... i guess i juz hav to plan another birthdae surprise for u bah ... n make it the most memorable birthdae bah ... tak care bah gurl gurl ... tak care ...

BroKeN_HeArT

2007-02-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

haiz ... eberithin iz gettin out of hand ... eberi1 seems to care for mi but i just hurt eberi1 of them ... i regreted wat i did to u all ... SORRY guys especially u 3 most of all U ... i hate myself i reali hate myself ... even though i knew some of u forgive mi but i yuan liang bu liao myself ... i feeel reali useless hurting the 1 i love most ... if forget iz the best way to solve things i just have to do it bah ... i just have to push myself to the limits again ... i hav already fallen into piecies .... i neva blame anithin for wat u hav dne ... i onli blame myself ... u make my life so colourful but because of my selfish acts i just pour black paint over the colourful paintings n make eberithin balck n gloomy again ... i reali dont noe how to face u ... i reali dun hav face to face u animore ... i hate myself for hurting u n also hate myself for doin stupid thins to u ... i sux ... i cant deny tat ... even though i feel hurt n sad but i noe wat u feel iz a few million times more than mine ... i m a idot ... an asshole a fucker freakin sucker ... fuck mi ... I HATE MYSELF

hate myself for being a humster

2007-02-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

haiz ... so sianz nthin to do nowadays ..... no goal again ... dun mention the damn O level again i wuld reali break down .... haiz .... it seems lyke O level iz comin nearer n nearer haiz ... its time for us to part afta tat haiz ... do we really hav to part i reali dunn wan lei haiz ... i hate to part .... how cme we hav to lose eberithin we once own ... how can tell mi wat we can hav forver by ur side ... ur parents wuld soon die n leave u ... ur wife wuld also leave u 1 do ... haiz ... do human being s hav to go through such terrible n hurting thins ... if i dun hav u i wish to hav u ... but afta i hav u i dun wish to lose u animore ... but culd i hav u in the first place ??? haiz ... as wat qi wei blog say ... love can be lyke heaven but it can hurt lyke hell ... haiz ... even though i m not hurt now ... but i juz feel weird ... i lyke u iz 1 problem but do u lyke mi iz another problem ... BroKeN_HeArT™

Never be replaced

2007-02-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

so sianz so cme bac n tag again hahax so i decided to post thiz lyrics =)

1ST LADI LYRICS Never Be Replaced

[Chorus]

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go

But if I have to boy I think that you should know

All the love we make can never be erase

And i promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go

But if I have to boy I think that you should know

All the love we make can never be erase

And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i doI'll be with you as long as you want me too

Until the end of time From the day I met you I know we've be together

And now I know I wanna be with you foreverI wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids

Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses

I can say i'm truly happy to the same

You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate

There's never been no doubt in my mind

That i'll regret ever having you by my side

But if the day come that i'll have to let you go

I think that something I should probadly let you know

With everything that i spent with you

Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I feel for you yes i do I'll be with you as long as you want me to Until the end of time

hahax so nice rite hahax... i guess alot of ppl shuld noe thiz song bah coz ... ITS MY BLOG SONG ALSO ... MUWAHAHAHA .... i noe thiz iz a gurl sing to a boy de ... but hahax ... i wish to sing it to the gurl i like hahax ... i still remembers the memries we had together ... hahax ... if u culd be by my side i wuld be beri happi ... but i guess its the impossoble bah ... maybe i hav to wait until my nxt life span bah ... haiz ... miz ya .... tak care my star .. tak care ... i will try to make u happi whenever u r sad ... i wish to be always by ur side ... n shower u with care n concern ... n not missing out LOVE =) tak care ... BroKeN_HeArT™

sianz .... sianz ... sianz ....

2007-01-30T20:29:00.000+08:00

yoz ... i m bac le ... haben been blogging for quite a long time .... hf iz back in action hahax... wait blog thiz 1 then a few weeks lata then blog again hahax ... haiz i got ban for 1 week so i cant blog hahax ... then todae manage to use the com then blog blog blog lol ... hahax ... thiz few weeks happen quite alot of things lah .... the thing i most happy about iz i scored 14.5/15 for my e.maths test so happi ... n i scored 10/15 for geog hahax ... told ya chen min .... its alll abt general knowledge hahax ... jk jk ... ermmm so thiz few days had been quite alot of work to do ... so sianz ... ppl sae my love life would be good but it seems now changes lei ... accept it iz more calm n peaceful hahax ... not lyke last year ... rough water ahh .... twister ahh .... monsoon rain ahhh ... tats so so so terrible lol hahax ... i still hav to sae it agin bah ... WHRES IZ MY ANGEL ... HELP MI LEI .... u muz hav change to FaLLen_AnGeL™ lol hahax by the way i m BroKeN_HeArT™ now hahax... its a whole new mi ... n a whole new challenge to tak ... go hf go hahax ... i will pesevere hahax

sianz sianz

2007-01-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

haben been blogging for a few weeks le haiz ... alotz of things had happen since i last blog ... haiz i tot tat eberithin wuld be beta in year 2007 but i thnk make not diffrence lei haiz ... izit so hard to fnd a person u lyke n she lyke u n be together ... why iz it so hard ... haiz ... when i saw si yuan n xuan wen eberidae ... i kind of xian mu ta men liang ren... how i hope i can be lyke them ... cxiang qin xiang ai de ... duo mei miao ah ... haiz why ppl yi dan shi qu le dong xi cai dong de zhen xi .... wei she me ni hen xiang de dao de dong xi que de bu dao .... wei shen me de dao le guo hou jiu bu neng yong you ta ... haiz when will my angel cme to mi ... haiz ... i tot of wat will happen after 'O' level then it started raining le ... the knd of feelings when u r alone n strangers around mi ... the best friends hav gne to diffrent JCs n POLYs then tat knd of feelings iz reali beri scary haiz ... when can i fnd my true love ne ... haiz i hope i can fnd it soon bah ='(

blog blog blog

2006-12-09T19:31:00.000+08:00

ai yah sianz ah ... dun noe wat to blog ... wan blog abt chalet also beri sianz blog abt japan beri long sianz .... top summarize blot r beri fun fun fun fun fun fun .... hahax ... ermm ppl has been complaining i didnt update so update lol hahax ... haiz school reopening soon le hahax ... both pros n cons lah .... hahax ... cons iz because I HAVEN DO MY HOMEWORK ... MUWAHAHAHAHA .... pros iz tat i can c lotz n lotz of PPL MUWAHAHAHAHHA ... kkz i thnk i siao liao hahax... christmas was ok hahahax ... i went to watch night at the museum hahax ... damn nice n funny wor hahax ... it was so nice man muwahahaha .... i lyke tat part when the statue sae ' U DUMB DUMN GIV MI GUM GUM ' haahahahahahahx .... tat stupid statue was so funny lol hahahax ... was laughin alll the way muwahahahaha ... sianz tmr goin to cut hair liao hahax .... maybe botak bah ... or really beri beri short .... or dun cut .... hahax .... oh yah also muz go buy school shoe liao hahaahx ... sianz ahhh ... holiday iz so fun ... but witout u its not tat fun afta all hahax ... kkz i don noe wat to blog liao hahax ... i wan go change blog song liao hahaax ... ciao buaiz buaiz .... miz ya

happy birthday

2006-11-27T14:02:00.000+08:00

yoz ... hahax ... pai seh mi plan to update my blog on my birthday de but ... play play play until forget to update my blog hahax ... kkz on 25th november ... MY BIRTHDAY ... woke up around 10 pluz bah ... ermm wait wait wait reverse time hahax ... yah in 24th november ... hahax jamie came to look for mi hahax .. around 10 pluz night bah ... we went to the playground n she pass mi my present ... hahax ... then she got bitten by the mosquito .. nut mi onli ONE TIME hahax ... mosquito tell mi tmr my birthdae gib mi discount =X jk jk hahax .... then afta tat went to walk around then went to yishun park ... by the way jamie gave mi cute little doggy (stuff toy) hahax lyke it so muc ... still got smell got de wor hahax ... so siang ah hahax ... then afta tat went to play swing hahax ... then got funny things happen lah hahax ... then mi n her slowly walk home then at 12 she wish mi happi birthdae =) then we walk to the junction then we walk seperate way le hahax ... then went hme we chat on the phone then veronica call mi hahax ... then later on chen min n her wish mi happi birthdae hahax ... then we chat chat chat then mi go sleep liao ... then bac to the top again ... i wake up then watch tv ... then yong zhen call n ask mi go down then i go lol ... then she pass mi the present then she drag mi to blk 350 then i saw jing hang, jaren, jia le, yongwei , allen then afta tat eddie came hahax ... then they ask mi blow cake then we were there playin with cream cherries n all sort of thins hahax ... then afta tat i went first ... then i went to eat seafood with my uncle n aunt they all ... hahax ... then i ate crab with salted egg , raw lobster, vegetables, fish, pig intestine n i thnk tatas all .. then later i went hme hahax .. damn full ah ... then when i reach home i was playing computer hahax ... n tats my birth day bah
hahax thiz iz the first five ppl to wish mi happi birthdae:
jamie (1st)
dominic (2nd hahax thnx dom)
manda(3rd hahax thnx manda)
hui ling (4th thnx for all tat u have done)
yuan feng (5th hahax pai seh mi was busy at tat tme)
THANK YOU GUYS N GURLS hahax ... n still got all those who wish mi happy birthday ... SMILEZ N TAK CARE

2006-11-14T20:40:00.000+08:00

yeah .. i went to eat eat n eat todae hahax ... todae i was juz slackin all the way lah ... i roughly 3 pluz then go slp ... was chattin n playin my ps2 ... then go slp liao .. then early in the morning 11.30 wake up ... i was thre blur blur de ... hahax ... then i go eat my tou hua then watch tv ... then my mum ask mi to go out then i go lol hahax ... i went to IMM to eat hahax ... i go fnd a place ... at first i found a place then i wanted to sit down then the ppl sae got ppl seat de .. then i so pai seh hahax ... then my mum order hor fan for mi hahax ... then dun noe why the hor fan got dumpling hahax .... beri big wor ... inside got 1 big shrimp hahax ... damn nice ... the hor fan sauce hahax ... n the soup also damn nice ... later mum bought roti mum for mi haahx ... crispy bread damn nice tooo hahax ... then we bought drinks n went to suntec city hahax ... we shop at carefore i bought lots of tibits n potato chips hahax ... then i bought sushi n gua ... then i bought oyster mian xian, hotdog bread n seoul chicken stick damn nice ah hahax ... haiz i thnk tats all for the day bah ... nthin to sae liao ... miz u as the dae passes haiz ... stay happi guyz ... i love you ...

haiz ... haiz .... haiz ...

2006-11-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

haiz ... sianz todae blog at national library but half way through the computer juz shut down n i didnt save ahhhhh ... now hav to retype the whole thin again sianzz ... ermm todae abt 9.30 wake up liao ... then my mum went to pray all sort of stuff ... then mi at hme playin DOOM 3 ... haiz tat game Cyrus lend mi play de ... he lyke physcho lyke tat ... i play until i wan to scared to death liao ... he sae he play lyke nthin lyke tat ... he reali physcho at all the pc games ... ermm then after tat i hav a chat on the phone n later went out with RAIN ... hehex not the korean star iz my cousin hahax ... hehex we went to tak buz then we alight outside northpoint n went to buy bubble tea ... as usual i wuld buy blue coral ice-blend n she buy grape red tea ... hahax both drink r nice to drink =P then we went to northpoint to c here c thre ... actually nthin muc lah at thre ... accept RAIN met her classmates ... she told mi tat he iz a passive smoker ... n hav a censored history hahax ... by the way we go pass OSIM ... n saw the i gallop .. advertisment ... it iz reali quite obcene lah ... u all c le u all wuld noe bah hehex ... yah bac to the story ... we went to the MRT station n was choosing wether we go woodlands or bishan ... at last we chose ... BISHUN hahax ... we were at the train talkin talkin n talkin .. then we went to macdonald to fnd my frenz thre hehe ... i saw jamie, kath, grace n cynthia ... hahax i n my cousin ordered sundae chocolate, green tea, fries n mc wings .. ermm seperately bah hahax ... thre 1 emberessing thin happen at mac ... hope no 1 c it n i m not goin to tell ... coz it iz reali beri emberessing hahax ... then after tat mi went to the library ... hehex ... then saw a zi bi boy lyke ah hao playin with himself damn funny hahax ... then i thnk nthin muc liao ... then later tak MRT hme ... then mi buy bubble tea again ... n guess wat i buy ... BLUE CORAL AGAIN hahax ... then went to tak buz hahax ... then later reach hme eat 2 packets of fish n chip hehex ... then after tat my samll cousin came then i play summon night again hehex ... i finally completed hahax ... haiz i guess tats all bah ... hehex ... juz hope eberi1 wuld be happi ... expecially ... muz stay happi 4eva kkz .... tak care ... LOVE U ...

ZZZZZzzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzz

2006-10-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
'Cause I don't want to lose you
If your really really really there
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you

ermm .. haiz still bac to blog again dotz ... not posting anithin todae ... juz wish to post the sentences above .. hahax .. hui ling juz let mi c the sentences above ... reali feel funny ... juz feel tat all my feelings r spoken out ... thnx hui ling ... ermm i thnk nthin to blog abt liao lah ... dont wish to sae ani sad thing out here ... juz try to be as happi as possible ( guess it iz impossible ) zzzz .. kkz chao

over bah

2006-10-28T15:21:00.000+08:00

back to blog again liao bah ... hiaz maybe i wont be bloggin liao ... reali dont feel lyke bloggin le ... eberitime keep on bloggin sad things ... i guess i dont noe wat to do liao ... eberitime wat i do u dont noe ... wats cover ... iz it reali tat important ... since u reali dont noe wat i hav done for u ... i guess u no ned to noe bah ... i reali dont wan to put a cover ... wats so great abt a cover ... why shuld i show aberi thin infront of u ... i reali dont wish to tell u how muc i care for u how muc i love u how i muc i miz u ... wats the use ... i m not lyke him n we 2 r diffrent person ...he may show u how muc he lyke u or care for u ... he may sms u eberdae .. go out with u eberidae .. n call u eberidae ... tats his way of earning u trust n love ... i dont wish to do tat bah ... i may hide eberithin frm u ... if smtimes u reali dont noe wat i do for u ... i dont noe wat to sae bah ... i guess i shuldnt hav cam into thiz world ... WATEVER BAH

haiz haiz haiz hiaz!!!

2006-10-24T21:10:00.000+08:00

sianz argghhh ... yesterdae hav a nice chat with hui ling hahax ... aniwae thnx hui ling ... u reali help mi alot thnx ... if thres no u yeaterdae i wuld alreadi stayin in my room n doin smthin le haiz ... i guess u noe bah ... aniwae reali thnx alot =) haiz ... reali dun wan to think liao lei ... haiz but still wan to thnk lei ... smethins r beyond ur control so u reali cant control them ... iz thre aniwae i can change eberi thin tat i wan ... if u choose thres a confirm of 0% n 100% but if u dun choose theres still 50% n 50% haiz ... smetimes reali wan to move on ... guess i reali cant let u go ... i m reali scared of loosing u ... i reali dont wish to ... eberitime cing ur back view goin furthur n furthur away ... haiz how i wish i culd juz run foward n hug u n dun let u go ... whenever i m sad ... how i hope u r the one beside mi to confort mi n cheer mi up ... haiz i dun thin tats possible ... haiz i reali hate myself for not treasuring u enough ... haiz wats the use saein all thiz thin n nthin happen at all ... haiz reali do not noe wat to do nxt ... haiz wat i can sae to myself eberidae iz tat ... i love u ... haiz ... forget it

sianz!!!!

2006-10-22T13:35:00.000+08:00

Dun noe why lei ... juz feel lyke bloggin todae hahax ... went to c mandas blog hahax ... she write until so cute hahax ... ermm by the way huh ... why neva ask mi go yong siang huse huh ... hahax jk jk ... ermm ... its juz a dae again lei sianz ... yeaterdae juz came bac from malaysia ... juz eat slp n play over thre ... also nthin muc lei ... kkz ... i thnk shuld be on fridae night i went to malaysia ... roughly abt 1 plus then reach ... whole ride listening to mp3 n thnkin lol ... dun feel lyke thnkin lei but still muz thnk ... juz feel tat sme things r reali unpredictable ... 1 dae she can be lyke tat ... the 2nd dae diffrent thin hahax ... but eberi word n actions juz goes into my heart hahax ... nvm change the topic bac ... yah when i reach thre ... i went to eat supper hahax ... damn nice woh ... got tian ji zou, carrot cake, chicken wings, satay n 1 more iz called dun noe wat lah ... hehex then eat until full full then went bac to slp ... hahax the nxt dae woke up eat the disgusting break ... it iz reali disgusting loh ... hahax then ate 4 packets of potato chips n 2 packets of cheese rings hahax ... n also watchin rob-bin-hood at the same time hahax ... then afta tat i was playin my cousin gameboy ... hahax i thnk the game shuld be summon night bah ... hahax beri fun rpg game ...then lata around 4 pluz went shopping ... i ate pizza hut for my lunch also damn shiookkkkkkk ahhhh .... hehex then lata went to cd shop to buy cds hahax ... then lata went bac to my uncle huse to play the gameboy again hahax ... then in the night i went to eat 'da wei wang' itz juz lyke the marina thre 1 can barbecue n cook ur own things ... damn shiok ahhh ... tat afta tat i went bac to singapore again ... reach around 12 pluz bah ... then talk to sm1 until slp liao hahax ... haiz guess smethins r destinied to be lyke thiz de ... reali dun wish to thnk anymore ... haiz .... sianz ... i thnk blog until here bah ... muz go thnk thnk thnk n thnk bah ... stay happi guys =)

i sux

2006-10-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

haiz ... i thnk i reali sux alot ah ... haiz ... how can all thiz happen to mi ... haiz ... i dont thnk i hav the rights to luv u haiz ... i make both of u cry n make both of u sad ... thiz iz how bad i m ... i reali sux ... i m not meant to be forgiven haiz ... i luv u ... but we were destineied not to be together ... i luv u ... but i still cannot forget her ... i noe u r a good girl ... i dun regret being with u ... haiz how i wish u came b4 she came into my life ... but eberithin iz destinied but ... i hav to go through all thiz sufferings coz i was a bad guy ... haiz ... i reali wish to luv u ... but i culd not forget her or in another way let her go ... i wish to luv u ... but i dont thnk there wuld be ani chances for u n mi be together again ... eberitime ... i hav to see the back view of u 2 gettin further n further away n disappeared ... haiz ... i luv u lotz ... but i kept makin u sad ... i luv u i luv u i luv u i luv u ... haiz wats the use of saein i luv u n dont do anithin ... i was the one who let u go ... n i m the one who want u bac ... all thiz years ... i luv u ... but the change iz tat how muc i luv u ... i neva stop thnkin of u eberidae ... i neva stop carin of u eberidae ... if i didnt recieve ur reply i will be sacared if u r angri or did anithin happen to u ... haiz ... all those swit smses i hav seen in hiz phone broke my heart ... haiz ... but wat can i do ... kill him???? of coz not rite ... haiz ... precious moments ... tats the title for the cd ... the story of my feelings frm the dae i start luvin u ... i juz wish to let u noe the feelings of myself ... i culd not express in words n wat i can do iz to express it in songs bah ... haiz i luv u ... n for u ... the dae when we start to talk n we started n we ended ... u told mi tat u were all the while tryin to help mi ... dont u feel hurt at all saein thiz ... u may not wan to express the feelings in front of mi but i noe how u feel n iz tat i dont wish to sae out ... do u thnk i will feel great seein u suffering in front of mi ... ppl may feel tat u r fine but the look into ur eyes said tat u r troubled ... u lied to mi because u dont wan to burden mi ... u lied to mi because u dont wish mi to be sad ... but all i want to iz to help u frm ur troubled n get into ur heart n noe how u feel ... haiz ... smetimes thnis ned not be spoken n i already noe how u r feeling ... haiz hope u 2 wuld live happily ... stay happi n smilez =)

yozzzzz!!!!

2006-10-12T19:56:00.000+08:00

sianz .... long time no blog liao ... haiz forgot moz of the thins liao but i noe alot of thins happen lei ... haiz but most importantly iz 25th september ... haiz neva reali go celebrate it haiz ... she also dun noe wats it iz abt ... or maybe she noe but she dun wan to sae bah ... haiz wateva the reasons iz ... i feel freak out ... haiz ... memories iz to keep in the heart n not forgotten ma ... but wat if it iz forgotten ... haiz reali saded ... feel so childish ... keep remindin myself abt memories n tell her abt the memories ... haiz ... sianz ... guess i m stupid bah ... reali hate myself at times ... thought abt the previous year of 25th september ... haiz its juz so swit ... haiz reali wish we culd last n neva leave each other ... haiz but it reali neva happen ... i guess forever love wont be happening to mi bah ... haiz reali feel lyke burstin to tears n break down now ... but wats the use ... do ani1 noe i m sad ... do ani1 noe how i feel ... reali dun wish to loose u but i guess i hav to the bah ... haiz i guess he may be the beta 1 bah ... i hav no rights to be angri with u u 2 ... wats the use ... its no use ... memories iz reali memories ... reali wan to go to the past ... siang hui dao guo qu ... haiz ... we 2 now r frens i n him iz also frens ... haiz ZI DONG ZI DONG iz thiz wat eberi1 wan to tell mi ... iz thiz the main reasons tat i loose u frm my side ... but do ani1 noe in the dark i hav done so muc things for her ... haiz does eberithin hav to show in front of her so tat she wuld noe i do it ... n i care for her ... LOVE wat izit ... lotz of ppl thought they hav it but wat seems tat it iz LOVE to them iz actually not LOVE ... onli few experience it ...FaLLeN_AnGeL™ ... can a angel fall mah ... thiz iz wat sm1 ask mi ... i told him when the wings r broken ... haiz wings iz so precious to the angel ... how culd a angel afford to loose it ... haiz ... i guess u r really not the 1 bah ... but i reali wish u were the 1 ... can u be the 1 mah ... i reali wish u were the 1 ... i noe LOVE cannot be force ... but i reali wan u badly ... haiz iz thre so mani obstacles tat i hav to face b4 i can get u ... or tat ... theres neva qing tian ne ... qing tain ah ... i dun thnk i hav experience it for a long time ... i write until i m the vitim like tat ... but tats wat i thnk bah ... u all can fou ren bah ... haiz .... maybe i n u were not destinied to be together ... i feel hurt to love u ... n i noe i hurt u alot ... haiz ... nvm some things shuld be kept in the hurt n not said out ... i hate myself bah ... haiz ... forever love ah ... wateva lah ... i guess being lonely wont hurt u bah ... seein u happi with him will make mi happi bah ... haiz

hihix ... i m bac =)=

2006-09-20T14:49:00.000+08:00

ermmm ... elo hehexx i m bac to blog again hihix ... recently dun feel lyke blogging so i did not blog hehex ... now at di yao huse nthin to do so blog lol hahax .... sianz ... recently happen alot of thins ahhh ... haiz but i dun thnk eberithin iz over yet ... i thnk hav to wait until exams r over b4 we start to solve the problems together bah ... maybe i can be solve n maybe not ... sianz ... i thnk being lonely iz the best way to solve things bah ... reali dun wish to hurt u animore le ... big big big SORRY to u ... i dun noe if u wuld accept it but i still hav to sae SORRY ... reali reali beri SORRY ... haiz i guess it iz reali time to settle down to study le ... haiz i reali hav to study reali beri beri hard in order to pass my exams bah ... haiz reali dun wish to c u 2 together haiz i reali cant stand to c u 2 together ... but can help it bah ... i guess hav to c it eberidae bah ... i juz sux bah ... i can neva giv ani1 the care n love they wan sowie ... i sux

i sux

2006-09-06T16:36:00.000+08:00

i thnk eberi thnk iz over le bah ... i may be selfish but as wat u sae likin mi in the first place iz so tirin ... haiz but since ebri thin hav happen ... i hav to put afull-stop to it liao bah ... haiz i reali thought i n u can start another relationship n make it a peaceful one .. but he came in ... n eberi thin go haywire ... haiz i thnk nthin wuld happen btween mi n u le bah ... haiz action speak louder than words ... haiz gods invented eyes for us to c wats happening ... i guess iz mi all the way thought tat i hav the hope bah .. its juz my own thnkin ... maybe u n him wuld hav a beta life together bah ... let not add to ur burden ... as wat i sae 1 ppl sad iz beta than 2 ppl sad ... i shuld not be so greedy i thnk 1 iz enough bah ... at least i hav memories ... but haiz at least some of it can make mi happi ... u can bring mi happiness tat no1 can gib mi u also can make mi sadness tat no hab ever gav mi ... i guess wat qi wei said iz rite ... love iz like heaven but it can hurt like hell ... thiz iz wat love iz like bah ... i thnk i m juz tooo childish bah ... my thnkin my actions n eber thin i do ... i juz being childish ... september 25th iz comin le haiz ... hope u wuld rmb wat iz tat dae abt bah ... i guess wat in front of mi iz total darkness ... i can onli walk blindly ... i guess i m juz a childish freak ... juz scold mi bah juz beat mi bah juz hate mi ... i guess i will make mi feel beta ... i hope he wont bring ani sadness to u bah ... u all share happiness together ... i guess as long as u happi i can be happi bah ... all the best for ur future

haiz life sux

2006-09-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

todae early in the morning went to the cip programme for the charity of the children cancer foundation ... haiz mi shannon, eddie n hong qing went there together ... i was thre joking n making nusiance in the public hahax ... i was there oning hong qing hp mp3 n on all those stupid song hahax ... then keep on saeing shhhhhhh hahax ... on the train we were also thre playing n making lotz of noise ... ppl around us lyke see us nohappy hahax ... then when we reach there ... we go collect our things n go to ask ppl for donation ... our first spot iz novena but thre not muc ppl ... then after tat i went to toa payo to make my first deal hahax ... the superstar audition was held thre so there was lotz of ppl ... then after tat i went to orchard when i got the most donation ... i keep on saeing but onli a few donated haiz ... so thirsty n tiring ... then after tat activity i, hongqing, eddie, shannon, wei ming, ming zhou, hao jie n yi jie went to ang mo kio to play lan n arcade ... hahax it was fun ... i thnk tats all for todae bah ... haiz life iz so sianz nowadaes ... mi reali dun understand how u feel how u thnk ... i guess he understand u beta bah ... i thnk he can giv u the care tat i may not be able to giv u ... haiz i reali beri disappionted abt myself haiz ... i reali sux haiz ... i hate myself

haiz how cme life turn until lyke tat

2006-09-01T14:22:00.000+08:00

haiz ... i neva thought tat things hav turn until ltke tat haiz ... why eberi thin juz turn upside down ne ... izit because i keep too muc to things to myself n neva tell her ... haiz i reali confused n blur now ... reali dun noe wat to do ... shuld i sit dwn thre n do nthin i make the initiative to take out the first move haiz ... wat shuld i do ... haiz sowie antz ... its all my fault kkz ... haiz sowie to u too ... its not her fault so plzz dun lyke tat sae her kz ... reali i m sad not because of her ... n after u told mi how u feel i neva talk to her le n she never tell mi anithin le ... plzzz dun blame her kkz ... its reali time for mi to step out n put a full-stop to eberithin now ... i make up thiz mess n i hav to clear it up ... haiz i reali hate myself ... i reali shuld not mess thins up ... i thnk i reali hav to stop ebri thin now ... haiz ... its not ani1 fault kkz n it iz definately not ur fault ... its mine reali .. its reali mine ... wat done iz done it cannot be undone ... but wat i could do now iz to solve it bah ... let both of us cool dwn for the moment n after tat then we can solve it together bah ... kzz ... it iz reali not her fault kz reali ... she reali never tell mi anithin le =(

haiz iz eberthin over yet

2006-08-26T18:21:00.000+08:00

haiz haiz haiz ... so sianz ah ... nowadays life iz beri sianz lei ... mi reali dun noe wat to do now lei ... doubts iz slowly being cleared but thres still lotz doubts tat ned to be cleared ... haiz i noe u for 7 years but i m so damn failure for dun even understand how u feel ... he noe u for almost 1 year n he can understand how u feel ... mi reali dun noe wat to do ... wat shuld i do ne ... the angel neva cme to mi de ... i finally realize tat i hav to earn the angel by myself as it wuld not cme to mi as i wan de ... i reali feel lyke breakin down nowadaes ... i reali dun wan to lose u ... culd i be with u by ur side mah ... i reali dun wish to lose u ... haiz cannot stand it liao ... breaking dwn in progres .... .... .... ....

saded

2006-08-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

life iz gettin more n more suckish ... haiz i reali feel to stop my life smtimes ... haiz life iz gettin more n more meaningless as the dae past ... mi u him ... i always ask myself alot of ques ... hav u thought of my feeling ... do u understand mi ... i noe u will be thnking ... u also dun understand mi why shuld i understand u ... sianz haiz ... by the way thnz anthea , jamie n yi jie ... these 3 frens i reali wont regret gettin to noe them ... but it wuld be beri saded if i dun noe them in the first place ... most importantly thnx anthea ... reali thnx ... i finally found out 1 thin le anthea ... mi found out 1 thing tat i ned to tell u ... haiz ... smtimes i feel stupid in front of u ... the heart melted whenever i saw u ... u not ned to do anithin n my heart juz melted ... n all those sad thins juz melt away too ... i reali dun noe wat to do now haiz ... wat shuld i do ... life sux , love sux , frenz sux(some) , study sux ... i juz feel eberithin juz sux ... i thnk in a few daes time i wuld juz break dwn le haiz ... mi juz feel beri empty without u

ermm ... sowie long time no blog

2006-08-18T20:54:00.000+08:00

Elo wazzup ppls hahax ... pai seh mi lng lng time neva blog liao hahax ... ermm let mi start frm whre ne hao bah mi start frm OBS ... ermm kkz yah 31st july i parted singapore my frenz n family n went to pula ubin ... haiz first dae damn sianz ah ... n when i noe i n bing soon n nicole same grp i so saded man ... haiz they r the same members as my sec 3 camp ... first dae i reali regretted goin thre .. all ppl so stranger to mi ... then bing soon also seldom talk de ... when we bording the ship the wind was beri strong hahax so shiok man ... my hair fly here fly dae reali beri shiok ... then 5 min later we reach the OBS campsite 1 ... we were split into grps n my grps iz Junko ... according to the instructer ... Junko was the first woman who climb dun noe wat mountain lah hahax ... kkz the first dae was all abt self introduction n how to cook food n pitch the tent then around ... by the way after the breifing at campsite 1 we went to campsite 2 liao ... n we slept thre ... if i m not rong we slept around 11 plus bah ... ermm the 2nd dae we woke up around 6 n i started unpitchin the tent ... thre was onli 3 person slpin in a tent so shiok n space hahax ... n sme of the lazy pigs neva wake up ... then we later went to pack our bags n put the mass tins , cookin pot , floor sheet , tent n alot of others thins in to the bag ... we split the load evenly among ourself ... i took 2 floor sheet n it was really heavy ... ermmm according to my calculation the bag shuld be around 10+kg haiz ... then we hav to walk all the way frm campsite 2 to campsite 1 ... the journey was fast n it onli lasted around 15 mins bah ... then the instructer bought us to the place whre we pitch our tent ... when we reaqch thre we saw nila utama the other grp lah .. ermm theres kath , shi min , shanon n shawn in tat grp ... hahax then i find a nice place beside shi min n kath camp ... thres 1 thing tat i dun noe why lei ... why the instructer dun mind how we pitch our tent ... even though we pitch beside a girls tent they also dun care hahax so funny ... yah then we later walk to the campsite n started our dae ... firstly we go do the trust fall ... we hav to climb around 4 steps n turn behind ... then behind iz my teammates holdin on to a sheet ... they i hav to sae 'Junko r u ready' then they hav to sae 'Junko ready Junko pull' then i hav to sae 'I am fallin' then they hav to sae 'Fall on' then i fall backwards on to the sheet they holdin ... hahax beri fun n abit scary hahax ... then eberi 1 do thiz once hahax ... then later on we started to learn how to belay n later on we do the inverse tower challenge ... thres two challenge 1 n 2 ... we hav to challenge with nila utama n c who got the higher score ... then we both choose 2 n we hav to nigotiate ... later we decide to choose 1 as we were given 500 pionts extra for choosing 1 ... eberi challenge thres a internal n external ... then lata on we started belayin our team mates up ... i do the internal 1 as it was alot easier hahax ... we hav to partner the another member n go up ... i was fast hahx ... i go up the first challenge n waited beri lng for my frens ... then i decided to dance the octopus dance hahax ... soo funny eberi1 laugh at mi hahax ... then later we completed the internal challenge within 5 mins bah ... i did the challeng twice as it was beri fun ... when the 2hr ended we started counting our score ... in the end nila utama win us ... then my teamates sae they anihow count de ... but mi also dun care ... it iz the experience we gain ah not the points we achieved ... we got 2.6k or 2.9k i forgotten thet got 3.2k points if i m not rong hahax ... then later on we went to the canteen to hav our dinner ... by the way i m the assistant ic for the dae hahax =) ... then after the dinner we went for a night walk it was real fun ... i was reali better than the sec 3 camp de ... we started walkin in a grp n walk into the small road we walk quite deep inside ... then the fun n scary part came ... we hav to walk out of it ourself ... the scary thing iz tat we saw a chair thre haiz so scary out of no whre thres a chair ... by the way we cant use our touch light ... after tat we bac to the campsite n hav our shower ... after the shower we hav our debrief by our instructer n we went to slp ... i hav lotz of sand flys bite haiz ... sooooo damn itchy ... as per normal the 3rd dae we also woke up at 6 to unptch our tent then we went to the campsite1 to wash up n prepare to go for a roughly 7h to 8h hike ... firstly we muz do a dun noe wat thing ... 7 ppl stand on to a plank n started walkin n go n bac 1 time can le ... we cheer our teammates on ... but still we still lose the game ... then later on we get our 8 grid refrence n set off ... we use the map n campass to go to the checkpoints ... the 1st 1 was easy n the 2nd we hav to climd up a hill with our heavy bags ... by the way we bring our heavy bags along with us ... then later after the 3rd check point we got lost hahax ... it was fun gettin lost ... then later we go with nila utama n team up with them to go to other check point ... mi ,kath n shi min talk n gossip on the way hahax so fun n we hav a nice chat ... finally we reach our campsite ... the campsite was cool as we pitch our tent facing the sea n it was beri cooling ... later on we pitch our tents n started cookin our food ... my grp cook rice tat dae n it was beri disgusting hahax ... the rice all hard hard de ... the later shimin, miao ling, kath, marcus, kar wee n mi sit at the beach to joke around ... we hav lotz of laughter n joy ... later on after we hav a debreif n hav breifing for our tmr kayaking expedition ... by the way we cannot bath tat dae n our tiolet iz the open sea hahax ... then later on mi n shi min lie down n the mat n started talkin ... we look at the stars n started talkin our problems n life ... haiz tat time i reali beri miz u haiz ... how i hope tat u r also lookin at the same moon as i m ... then later on we decided to go slp as it was reali beri late le ... the next as usual mi woke up at 6 to unpitch my tent ... we then later put our bag on to the boat as it will transport it to our campsite 2 the later b4 we go for the kayaking expedition we sae out wat we want each other to do ... then later i got in the single kayak hahax ... i m the onli 1 who tak the single kayak so shiok ... we were beri hyper as we set off hahax ... we were thre singing n keep on splashin water ... it was damn fun man ... mi keep on puttin sunblock as mi scared to get sunburn hahax ... after tat ... as izzudin wan to play single then i change with him loh ... mi patner with a malay girl haiz ... she was beri sianz lah no harm hahax ... then luckily we found a shore n started our lunch thre ... i was thre eatin penut biscuit hahax ... it was beri delicious hahax ... after the lunch mi partner kath hahax ... she was beri funny hahax ... we were singing the 'cold wind blow' the song hahax keep on singing ... then mi n khai keep on shouting WJM's hahax no offence ... then we even sing the national anthem n tak the pledge hahax ... tat later on kath felt tat she abit seasick so i ask her not to paddle hahax ... but she beri stubborn n keep on paddle ... then mi keep on paddling bac hahax ... later on mi splash water on her hahax so fun ... then keep on paddling until the 1st campsite n we 2 started paddling together n i teach her how to power foward hahax it was beri fun ... then later on we finally reach campsite 2 ... we quickly wash up our kayak n do the jetty jump ... hahax it was beri fun ... we hav to sae who we miz n jump down hahax reali fun ... by the way it was extremely cold thre hahax ... later on sm go wash up sme go cook food n sme go pitch the tent ... then mi quickly eat first n then go wash up ... later on we had a debreif n we all went to slp ... finally the last dae has cme n i finally can go bac n c my love ones =) ... we pack our bag n had a talk n later we went to buy souviners n later wait for our turn to tak the ship to go bac to singapore ... we chit chated a while n soon it was our turn ... we later baided gd bye n went off ... soon we reach singapore ... we took a buz n took a taxi bac to school ... then mi quickly ran into the school ... the feeeling iz very good bac at school ... i was talkin when di yao run foward n he look happi to c mi bac ... mi was beri touched when he sae he miz mi =) ... then later on i go to the 4th floor the ping-pong area n yi jie quickly run towards mi n roysten too ... OMG tat feeling u neva felt b4 i was reali touched when they cme to hug mi ... i almost cried =P ... i miz u guyz too ... then later on as i didnt saw her mi go to hav luch wiyh miao ling , her sis , xuan wen n shi min ... hahax mi ordered a $3.50 chicken rice n carrot cake ... i was damn full n i finally experience wat iz call full hahax ... then later on mi went bac to school n saw anthea , manda n lotz of other frenz ... haiz finally can c u le ... mi also beri happi ... iz lyke 5 daes i m being seperated frm u n then i can c u again it was reali a beri happi feeling ... then later mi n anthea hav a gd talk =) ... after my basketball training mi went bac le ... when i reach hm i actually wan to tell my mum tat i miz her but mi dun dare lei haiz ... so saded ... then when i saw my hp i was reali reali beri touched ... sm1 sms mi when she even noe i didnt bring my hp ... i was reali touched ... i neva thought tat she wuld sms mi =') ... after tat i also sms with tat person =) ... later on mi hav a gd slp ... k bah thiz iz abt the OBS thins bah the next post iz wat happen todae =)

haiz tmr ah haiz

2006-07-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

ermm ... haiz tmr goin to OBS liao haiz so saded really beri saded goin to miz eberi1 especially sm1 haiz ... can i dont go mah haiz ... neva thought of wat will happen if i goin to OBS ... haiz too bad tmr goin to leave liao le reali beri saded haiz ... todae same was a boring dae ... yesterdae coz got a prize prensentation n reading club things then 12 plus in the morning then reach hm hahax ... for the video competition we came in 3rd hahax its betta then nthin ... then next mondae we need to present the trophy to Mr Low hahax ... then di yao hav to go up n giv a little speech to the school hahax damn scary hahax ... ermm todae 11 plus then wake up haiz then early in the morning watch cartoon hahax ... ermm let mi thnk wat did i watch huh ermm ... yah iz gundam seed destiny n zatch bell hahax 2 lame shows.. then lata on went to sms a few ppl to help mi do things hahax .. hey guys plzz help mi hoh hehex ... glad tat u all help mi hahax ... thnx ming gui, cecilia, anthea, veronica, hui ling, jamie, elysia ermm i thnk shuld be all thiz bah thnx hoh guyz =) ... ermm then lata on mi pack my bag for tmr OBS haiz so sianz ... lata on then went off to tuition le ... todae so sianz do matrices ... hehex but beri easy muwahahaha so easy no ned to thnk then can do hahax ... ermm then lata went northpoint with my sis n mum .. erm mi go buy a spec for my sis n lata on went for dineer hahax ... then mi saw gracia hahax ... then lata went to watson to buy things n saw hong qing hahax ... then lata on went bac hm le ... haiz so sianz ah tmr OBS liao ah argghhhhhhhhhhhhh ... help mi ahhhhhhhhhhhh ... haiz 1 week ah haiz ... hope tat u r reali the stars n moon n can c u eberi night haiz ... nvm i muz perservere ... hoping for my angel to tak mi off =)

humster iz mi

2006-07-27T22:09:00.000+08:00

hello ... hehex mi bac again to blog liao muwahahaha ... todae beri the sianz ah at school ... haiz all the periods so sianz wan to slp liao ... hehex todae got MT test hehex mi noe how to do muwahahaha ... haiz but my a.maths beri cham ah ... mi no nthin abt it so sianz haiz so saded ... mi confirm get 0 marks de lah hehex ... mi siao liao 0 marks also so happi ... but my e.maths mi got 16 out of 20 so shiok ah hehex ... but tat sek wai fong jamie win mi ah arghhhhhhh hahax ... then afta school got the chemistry tuition then he keep on teachin n beri sianz then when we finish doin the work he gave us then we go chit-chat ... then lata on kana scoldin haiz ... they he sae he giv us a option to leave the class hahax ... then eberi1 thought of leaving but dun hav hahax ... then lata on mi go play ally with them then go bb court play bb le ... haiz todae bb so sianz beri angri ah ... nvm dun talk abt it liao ... then lata on they all left without mi sniff..sniff ... then mi met her at the buz stop ... haiz mi feel so stupid standin at the other end alone n neva go towards her ... haiz then when reach interchange mi also neva sae bye haiz ... mi feel tat mi beri dao lei haiz ... stupid mi stupid mi idiot mi haiz ... haiz forget it lah muz cool down hahax .. kkz mi stop here le hahax ... kkz buaiz ... whres my angel hahax

happi birthdae

2006-07-26T20:45:00.000+08:00

ermmm hehex happi birthdae to jia min hehex ... happi birthdae to uuu, happi birthdae to uuu, happi birthdae to jia min, happi birthdae to uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ... hehex i m juz being lame hope u all dun mind hehex ... haiz finally the occasion has past hehex ... n the next occasion iz OBS ... wohoooo ... ermm todae i the early morning ...after the assembly ermm ms sooask us to saty behind n later u guess wat happen ... 2 of my classmates kana cane ... their name iz being kept confidental n i cant tell u all hahax ... yah then tat stupid mdm Ang thre tian you jia cu ... then i lata also kana scold by ms soo haiz so sianz wat a bad opening of the dae ... then lata we go bac class eberi1 diam diam dun dare to talk to her scared she scold us again ... she reali becoming more fierce haiz so saded ... then the periods iz also beri sianz ... hehex but heng todae never slp ... yah todae ss test i anihow do hahax .. mi also never read how can i do haiz ... get 5 marks i
will be happi le muwahahahaha ... yah todae so saded no 1 in my class use G2 blue pen omg i can stand them ... then mi still ned to go borrow frm other class to finish my 250 word 'eassy' actually it is her birthdae card muwahahaha ... then after school we pang seh jamie n jia ying to go buy cake ... actually they r comin along BUT they lyke wu gui walk until so slow then mi also no time to waste so we hack care them n run to buy cake hahax ... so shiok pang seh ppl iz so shiok hahax mi juz jokin ... ermm reali beri sowie to jia ying n jamie for pang sehing u 2 ... sowie i sincerly apologise ... then afta buying the cake mi quickly rush bac to celebrate her birthdae ... hehex so happi ... finally c her smile until so happi hahax ... kkz then afta tat she bought 2 big big boxes n go to chior haiz ... mi so hum ji dun dare to go help her ... reali regretted not helpin her haiz ... ermm then after tat mi go NAFA le muwahahahaha the sit-up iz the best chicken feet in no time we finish doin 43 to get a A hahax then lata on we proceede to sit n reach hahax we also play cheat but teacher dun noe then in the end eberi1 get a A for the station ... muwahahaha ... then after tat we go for shuttle run then 1 sian eh ... so sian mi get a D ah help mi lei mi wan to retest so sianz ... then after tat go to standin broad jump haiz tat also sianz onli geta C haiz ... so sianz .. the last station shiok ah mi get a A muwahahaha ... mi do 29 n therefore got an A hahax so happi 3A 1C 1D ... haiz then after tat we play captain ball muwahahahaha .. so shiok mi score the first goal of the game hahax thnx to samantha for helpin mi ... so shiok ah muwhahaha ... then after tat the other boys beri unreazonable n tak away our ball haiz so sianz .. but later on we borrowed a ball n continue playin ... tat game beri shiok smack away 3 ball damn shiok got cheng jiu gan wohoooo ... then after tat the boy go hm n no more balls le hahax ... haiz then later we all pay ally n pass the bal muwahahaha ... then around 6 plus she went hm le haiz mi still beri hum ji dun dare to help her take haiz so saded then after tat mi also never tak the same buz as her because mi hum ji dun dare to go alone haiz ... how cme i so hum ji haiz i reali dun understand iz mi to blame haiz so saded ... kkz finally i wan to wish er a beri beri beri beri happi birthdae wohoo ... N we ned to celbrate 1 more thing coz THIZ IZ THE LONGEST BLOG I HAVE RITTEN MWAHHAHAHAHAHA SO SHIOK ... kkz mi blog until here le haiz wish my angel will cme soon hehex 4eva the same closing sentence hahax buaiz

It iz comin le muwahaha

2006-07-25T19:44:00.000+08:00

elooo ... hehex todae iz racial harmony dae hahax ... hehex the play todae iz so damn funny ahahahax ... espacially tat guy which make it even more funnier hahax ... hehex they r so profession in acting ... haiz todae so sianz the periods todae wan to slp liao hahax .. then todae the assembly also beri sianz .. the dancers cme out school to dance .. hehex they reali dance beri gracefully reali beri nice hehex .. yah thre iz 1 part abt the swan haiz ... the ppl thre keep on laughing also dun noe why the also laugh haiz so saded ... then after school tat Mr Ramash so unreasonable ... haiz he ask us to do finish the worksheet afat school reali beri hate him .. but heng lei hehex ... afta school mi n eddie went to look for him negotiate with him n he onli ask us to do 1 paper onli hehex ... afta mi go play basketball le hehex ... so shiok ah ... mi n yi jie tag n vs 2 sec 2 ... so shiok win them 2 time hahax ... but 3rd time mi anihow play hahax ... sowie hoh yi jie ... then afta tat mi neva play le ... they play full court play half way then i go le hahax ... haiz finally the dae iz comin le hahax ... also dun noe wat to do lei ... also dun noe why mi feel so nervous lei ... juz hope eberithin will go alright ... hehex WHRESSS MY ANGEL ahhh HELP MI LEI haiz forget it =)

a sianz dae

2006-07-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

elooo... hehex time for mi to blog again le hehex ... ermm first talk abt my leg first ... hehex mi cann run le can jumpp le ... BUTTTT still got pig leg lei n still hurt lei haiz .. maybe mi goin to c the tie da man hahax ... ermmm yah mi yesterdae went out with cecilia n elysia ... hehex first time go out with themm hehex too bad mi beri quite but it was beri funn ... hehex ... ermmm todae iz sianz sianz sianz go tuition maths haiz still ned to learn the factor therom so damn sianx hehex ... erhemmm ... the big dae iz comin le wohho waitin beri lng le almost thre le its comin hahax ... haiz goin to train myself up for the NAFA too hehex go for joggin train sit ups n push ups hahax .. 3 daes to NAFA muz train train train aim for a GOLD muwahahaha .. kkz mi juz stop here le haiz when iz mu angel comin to pick mi up ne haiz still waitin for tat dae hehex

HELP MI LEI

2006-07-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

HELP MI LEIIII ... my legggg ahhhh ... kana sprain haiz ... so saded iz all because mi too careless again haiz ... help mi ah now lyke pig leg lyke tat quite swollen lah ... hehex lyke pirate lyke tat limp here limp thre so stupid hahax ... haiz todae juz finish 2 test so cham ... haiz still waitin for sat mi goin to go buy thin le muwahahaha ... muz get the best hehex ... hope she wuld lyke it bah ... haiz feel so bad playin game n not replyin her in msn ... haiz how can i do tat haiz ... feel so useless ... haiz i thnk mi goin to rest soon le ... next time then continue blogging bah hehex =)

Insane guy muwahahaha

2006-07-17T02:16:00.000+08:00

Muwahahaha mi siao again ... early in the morning 2 plus blog hahax so fun man 1 person in the living room bloging hahax ... so shiookkkkkk ... ermm todae ... nope i shuld sae yesterdae bah hahax ... it was beri swit hahax ... thiz iz a secret cannot tell u all ... juz a beri swit dae for mi muwahahaha ... sian todae got school reali damn sian ... but can c my frens again hahax ... ermm by the way i muz reali thnx cecilia hahax ... ermm by the way did i spelled wrongly her name ??? ... hehex mo beri sure but if yes then beri sowie ... ermm haiz she juz help mi so muc n i didnt noe how to repay her bac hahax ... reali owe her alotz ... actually not even her lah ... actually still got alot lah ... ermmm THNX guyz n girlz for helpin mi ... without u all i maybe already in heaven liao ... ermmm i dont thnk iz heaven it shuld be hell hahaz ... mi juz crapin hahax ... ani way thnx eberi1 =)

haiz ... todae so tiring

2006-07-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

yoz so sianz lei ... talk on msn also no 1 reply mi eh ... arghhhh mi wan to play D.O.T.A lei so sianz so long neva play liao ... ai yo to dae heard a beri gd news hahax so happi also dun noe how to react to it =) ... but i hope wat i heard wuld not change bah coz lyke tat ... mi will get hurt again liao haiz ... mi still beri hum ji dun dare to go near her dun dare to talk to her dun dare to do anithin lei haiz ... mi reali feel lyke a useless freak of nature ... lyke wat i said one iz down another iz up again ... haiz can ani1 juz pei wo whenever i m sad happi n angri ... haiz how i wish tat person was her haiz ... mi sitting down at a huge field lookin at the sky n onli 1 star tat shines the brightest ... hahax i thnk mi juz talkin craps haiz ... k bah mi wan to jio ppl dota le hehex

hehex ... so sianz ...

2006-07-13T01:03:00.000+08:00

ermmm ... the reportin time for now iz 1.02 a.m. hehex ... so sianz hehex ... haiz ermmm yesterdae ah ermmm yah yesterdae hehex ... haiz mi saw her again loh ... ermmm mi saw her on my way bac to home ... then juz saw her on buz haiz ... mi still dun dare to make any move lei ... haiz feel tat i m beri ham ji haiz ... ermm i dun noe lei wat i pleaded iz juz a simple relationship ... haiz i dun thnk i will get it lah ... haiz reali beri saded haiz ... afta 1 has fallen another 1 came out ... haiz reali beri beri saded ... ermm i haiz forget it mi reali dun noe wat to sae lei haiz ermmm ... wish thins wuld get beta as the dae past bah haiz ...

lao po u r bac =)

2006-07-10T21:34:00.000+08:00

yeah hehex ... my lao po iz bac liao hurray hehex .... ppl dun get it rong huh my lao po iz my com hehex ... juz my 'lao po' onli hahax ... hehex todae updated my blog so haapi finally found a skin tat can suit mi hehex ... haiz todae also feel beri failure haiz ... its tat feeling again man always mak mi so nervous haiz ... tmr i hope i can juz pick up my courage n talk to her bah ... haiz todae wactually wan dota lei but haiz dominic no time haiz so sianz now reali beri sianz ... haiz i juz hope for the best to cme bah haiz ... how i wish my angel will cme soon bah =)

So sianz

2006-07-09T20:03:00.000+08:00

yoz wazzup man tmr mornin iz the FIFA final ... ole ole ole Italy VS France ... Italy muz win woh hehex ... tats stupid Franze win protugal stupid country todae muz 2-0 win France haha gogo man Italy muz win gogogo ... haiz tat dae iz comin le haiz i hav been waitin for tat dae hehex ... hope it will be the most memorable dae bah hehex ... hehex hope i can perform my beri best bah ... hehex actually no ned to perform de lar juz let eberithin be normal bah hehex ... countdown to the beri special dae hehex

In the early morning

2006-07-09T04:30:00.000+08:00

hehex ... mi beri sianz ermm now shuld be 4.27 a.m. bah hehex ... early mornin wake up play com hahax so lame hoh ... hehex ... mi so call thought of it liao ... haiz really dun wish to giv up but u thnk when dae time i hav to let her go ... i dun noe when will i lyke her untill ... but hope durin thiz waitib time i wont regret waitin for a girl tat i dun noe if it will lead to ani outcome ... iz thiz call true love ne .... actually i also dun noe lei ...in my mind i dun tnk so lei ... coz to wat i heard true love iz a love tat the adult hav n i dun thnk a teenage would hav ... haiz still hav to thnk thnk thnk haiz

Ermm over bah

2006-07-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

Haiz .. long time neba blog liao hehex ... gettin beri lazy nowadays ... ermm todae du shu hui so fun ... hehex finally finish our project liao so fan ... hehex ... todae mdm lim also ask the 3a1 students go inside a rm to talk hahax ... jason was call in first follow by yi jie, jamie then mi hehex ... she was juz consent abt our study n personal life ... afta wat she told mi todae ... i really feel abit uncomfort ... haiz she told mi tat we came to a park n we can onli pick a flower ... than we juz pick the flower at the starting of the park n haben even c wat flower iz inside the park haiz ... 5 years le ... but i dun regret it lei ... afta i thnk abut wat happen btw the past 5 years i feel tat in onli include sadness ... even though i wat she gave was sadness but i still wont regret waitin for her ... coz the happiness she gave mi iz the happiness tat no 1 ever gav it to mi b4 ... haiz i thnk todae i wont be slpin le ... still muz thnk abt wat i m goin to do abt her n how shuld i improve myself ... haiz ...haiz

Yipee

2006-05-14T02:18:00.000+08:00

ellllllllloooooooo .... hehex long time neva post le ... now feel beri sianz ... so post 1 le ... hehex ... todae so happi ... first tme i ride a bike n send a girl hm =D hehex ... hehex so happi .. haiz ... i guess ... i finally noe who i really lyke le ... iz defiately tat j girl hehez ... haiz ... luv can be smtime beri confusing ... but if u slowly handle with it it mab be quite easy =D ... hehex juz now juz play dota with dom ... but too bad i lost hehex ... guess i m the noob bah hehex ... haiz ... i reali dont noe wat to with tat guy haiz ... i reali wish to go in front of him n sae F#$K OFF ... but hes my fren ... i reali dont noe how thick his skin iz hehex ... hehex ... gues tat i m goin slp le buaiz

haiz .. haiz .. haiz .. haiz

2006-04-22T14:47:00.000+08:00

Haiz ... eberi thin iz over le bah ... i dun care abt ebri thin le ... the more u thin the more u r fan ... i guess ... since ... eberi thin has came until this state ... i juz hav to take the first move ... i leave bah ... let them be ... i guess things r destinied to be like this ... if its destined why change ... since she lyke it he lyke it ... then let it be ... i juz play my DOTA ... my gunz ... n let them enjoy themselves bah

yea i m bac

2006-04-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

Yoz i m bac le ... sianz ... fo thre also nthin to do de ... eat slp n sing song onli ... thre the food beri beri nice lei ... hehex ... wish i can enjoy tat kind of seafood eberi day ... hehex ... so sianz ... haiz ... play game my mum also thre nag nag nag ... chao si ren ahh ... nvm tmr got school ... stay at school slp lol ... dun go home so early ... or else go hm early also scolg go home late also scold ... sianz ... haiz ... so mai hmwork ... sainz ... dun feel lyke doin lei ... wish i can leave the world soon lei ... but i scared leveing this world i would loose alot of thin lei ... especially her ... haiz .. k lah goin to eat le ... buaiz

how stupid can i be ... haiz

2006-04-12T21:17:00.000+08:00

Haiz ... sianz ... todae so sianz ... eyes so painful ... beri hard to study ah ... haiz ... todae geog test we lock teacher outside the classrm ... then she so angri ... then ask us to stay bac ... unless a person own up ... hehex .... so funny ... haiz ... goin to flung my geog test le ... todae afta school then go jason house le ... haha .. i become the cooker again n help them cook noodles ... haha ... Rosten c mi cook ... then he dun dare to eat le ... then lata ... jason cook egg for us to eat tooo ... hehe ... so niceeee ... afat tat then we started our project ... lata on ... jason mum came bac n bought us CURRY PUFF ... hehex .. afta tat then i went bac school .. haiz then went bac sch ... isaw her again ... haiz i look at her then she look at mi ... then my whole mind go BLANK ... omg then she walk away le ... haiz ... wan to sae hi also dun noe how ... haiz ... tatsit for the dae ... haizz .hehex

i m useless

2006-04-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

haiz ... another dae hav pass le haiz ... todae ah ... also quite sianz lei ... saw her lotz of time but dun noe how to open up my mouth n talk to her ... haiz ... i m so ham ji ... dun dare to talk to her arghhhhhhhhhh ... haiz ... i hav to end fast lei ... i hav to do my english project le ... haiz .. i goin to flung tmr geog test le ... haiz ... haiz ... if ani1 saw mi at the basketball plz stop mi frm playin ... coz ... I DUN WUN TO PLAY BASKETBALL LE ... haiz ... also no 1 seeing my blog ... haiz

haiz dun noe wat to do

2006-04-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz ... todae huh ... so sianz ... go school first 2 period is maths already le ... haiz ... after tat still ned to take social studies study ... haiz yesterdae neva read ... therefore ... eberi thin also dun noe how to do ... haiz .. dun wish to fail the test lei ... afta recess still got ting xie .... haiz onli noe how to rite 5 of the words out of 25 ... haiz .. but out of the 5 onli 2 correct bah ... last 2 period still ned to rite gong han ... sianz ... afta school then keep on playin basketball ... haiz ... dun noe why i lyke avoiding her lyke tat .. dun dare to go close to her ... or talk to her ... haiz ... so mei you yong ... haiz .. by the way i m sowie Di Yao .. i played too rough in the basketb all match sowie ... haiz .. u also dun noe my blog ... also cannot c haiz ... i so mei you yong ... haiz

i new begaining of the BLOG hehex =D

2006-04-09T17:53:00.000+08:00

yipeee!!!! juz created a blog hehex .... sianz the blog beri confusind lei .. dun reali now how to decorate it .. haiz.. ermmm ... todae beri sianz .... also dun noe wat to do .... laze around at my house dun noe wat to do ... hehex ... haiz ... tmr school start le ... n thres SOCIAL STUDIES TEST TOMORROWWWWWWWW ARGHHHHHHH ... haven read yet .. haiz i can pass this test bah .... haiz.. neva pass my social studies before ... haiz .. LOVE iz so confusing lei .... u wan this it giv u tat haiz ... ai yah dun noe wat to rite ... keep on crapin hehex ... haiz ... wish my angel would enlighten mi soon