Wednesday, September 20, 2006
♥ hihix ... i m bac =)=
ermmm ... elo hehexx i m bac to blog again hihix ... recently dun feel lyke blogging so i did not blog hehex ... now at di yao huse nthin to do so blog lol hahax .... sianz ... recently happen alot of thins ahhh ... haiz but i dun thnk eberithin iz over yet ... i thnk hav to wait until exams r over b4 we start to solve the problems together bah ... maybe i can be solve n maybe not ... sianz ... i thnk being lonely iz the best way to solve things bah ... reali dun wish to hurt u animore le ... big big big SORRY to u ... i dun noe if u wuld accept it but i still hav to sae SORRY ... reali reali beri SORRY ... haiz i guess it iz reali time to settle down to study le ... haiz i reali hav to study reali beri beri hard in order to pass my exams bah ... haiz reali dun wish to c u 2 together haiz i reali cant stand to c u 2 together ... but can help it bah ... i guess hav to c it eberidae bah ... i juz sux bah ... i can neva giv ani1 the care n love they wan sowie ... i sux
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
♥ i sux
i thnk eberi thnk iz over le bah ... i may be selfish but as wat u sae likin mi in the first place iz so tirin ... haiz but since ebri thin hav happen ... i hav to put afull-stop to it liao bah ... haiz i reali thought i n u can start another relationship n make it a peaceful one .. but he came in ... n eberi thin go haywire ... haiz i thnk nthin wuld happen btween mi n u le bah ... haiz action speak louder than words ... haiz gods invented eyes for us to c wats happening ... i guess iz mi all the way thought tat i hav the hope bah .. its juz my own thnkin ... maybe u n him wuld hav a beta life together bah ... let not add to ur burden ... as wat i sae 1 ppl sad iz beta than 2 ppl sad ... i shuld not be so greedy i thnk 1 iz enough bah ... at least i hav memories ... but haiz at least some of it can make mi happi ... u can bring mi happiness tat no1 can gib mi u also can make mi sadness tat no hab ever gav mi ... i guess wat qi wei said iz rite ... love iz like heaven but it can hurt like hell ... thiz iz wat love iz like bah ... i thnk i m juz tooo childish bah ... my thnkin my actions n eber thin i do ... i juz being childish ... september 25th iz comin le haiz ... hope u wuld rmb wat iz tat dae abt bah ... i guess wat in front of mi iz total darkness ... i can onli walk blindly ... i guess i m juz a childish freak ... juz scold mi bah juz beat mi bah juz hate mi ... i guess i will make mi feel beta ... i hope he wont bring ani sadness to u bah ... u all share happiness together ... i guess as long as u happi i can be happi bah ... all the best for ur future
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
♥ haiz life sux
todae early in the morning went to the cip programme for the charity of the children cancer foundation ... haiz mi shannon, eddie n hong qing went there together ... i was thre joking n making nusiance in the public hahax ... i was there oning hong qing hp mp3 n on all those stupid song hahax ... then keep on saeing shhhhhhh hahax ... on the train we were also thre playing n making lotz of noise ... ppl around us lyke see us nohappy hahax ... then when we reach there ... we go collect our things n go to ask ppl for donation ... our first spot iz novena but thre not muc ppl ... then after tat i went to toa payo to make my first deal hahax ... the superstar audition was held thre so there was lotz of ppl ... then after tat i went to orchard when i got the most donation ... i keep on saeing but onli a few donated haiz ... so thirsty n tiring ... then after tat activity i, hongqing, eddie, shannon, wei ming, ming zhou, hao jie n yi jie went to ang mo kio to play lan n arcade ... hahax it was fun ... i thnk tats all for todae bah ... haiz life iz so sianz nowadaes ... mi reali dun understand how u feel how u thnk ... i guess he understand u beta bah ... i thnk he can giv u the care tat i may not be able to giv u ... haiz i reali beri disappionted abt myself haiz ... i reali sux haiz ... i hate myself
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Sunday, September 03, 2006
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
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Friday, September 01, 2006
♥ haiz how cme life turn until lyke tat
haiz ... i neva thought tat things hav turn until ltke tat haiz ... why eberi thin juz turn upside down ne ... izit because i keep too muc to things to myself n neva tell her ... haiz i reali confused n blur now ... reali dun noe wat to do ... shuld i sit dwn thre n do nthin i make the initiative to take out the first move haiz ... wat shuld i do ... haiz sowie antz ... its all my fault kkz ... haiz sowie to u too ... its not her fault so plzz dun lyke tat sae her kz ... reali i m sad not because of her ... n after u told mi how u feel i neva talk to her le n she never tell mi anithin le ... plzzz dun blame her kkz ... its reali time for mi to step out n put a full-stop to eberithin now ... i make up thiz mess n i hav to clear it up ... haiz i reali hate myself ... i reali shuld not mess thins up ... i thnk i reali hav to stop ebri thin now ... haiz ... its not ani1 fault kkz n it iz definately not ur fault ... its mine reali .. its reali mine ... wat done iz done it cannot be undone ... but wat i could do now iz to solve it bah ... let both of us cool dwn for the moment n after tat then we can solve it together bah ... kzz ... it iz reali not her fault kz reali ... she reali never tell mi anithin le =(
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Friday, September 01, 2006
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Friday, September 01, 2006
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