Saturday, August 26, 2006
♥ haiz iz eberthin over yet
haiz haiz haiz ... so sianz ah ... nowadays life iz beri sianz lei ... mi reali dun noe wat to do now lei ... doubts iz slowly being cleared but thres still lotz doubts tat ned to be cleared ... haiz i noe u for 7 years but i m so damn failure for dun even understand how u feel ... he noe u for almost 1 year n he can understand how u feel ... mi reali dun noe wat to do ... wat shuld i do ne ... the angel neva cme to mi de ... i finally realize tat i hav to earn the angel by myself as it wuld not cme to mi as i wan de ... i reali feel lyke breakin down nowadaes ... i reali dun wan to lose u ... culd i be with u by ur side mah ... i reali dun wish to lose u ... haiz cannot stand it liao ... breaking dwn in progres .... .... .... ....
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Saturday, August 26, 2006
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Saturday, August 26, 2006
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
♥ saded
life iz gettin more n more suckish ... haiz i reali feel to stop my life smtimes ... haiz life iz gettin more n more meaningless as the dae past ... mi u him ... i always ask myself alot of ques ... hav u thought of my feeling ... do u understand mi ... i noe u will be thnking ... u also dun understand mi why shuld i understand u ... sianz haiz ... by the way thnz anthea , jamie n yi jie ... these 3 frens i reali wont regret gettin to noe them ... but it wuld be beri saded if i dun noe them in the first place ... most importantly thnx anthea ... reali thnx ... i finally found out 1 thin le anthea ... mi found out 1 thing tat i ned to tell u ... haiz ... smtimes i feel stupid in front of u ... the heart melted whenever i saw u ... u not ned to do anithin n my heart juz melted ... n all those sad thins juz melt away too ... i reali dun noe wat to do now haiz ... wat shuld i do ... life sux , love sux , frenz sux(some) , study sux ... i juz feel eberithin juz sux ... i thnk in a few daes time i wuld juz break dwn le haiz ... mi juz feel beri empty without u
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Thursday, August 24, 2006
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
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Friday, August 18, 2006
♥ ermm ... sowie long time no blog
Elo wazzup ppls hahax ... pai seh mi lng lng time neva blog liao hahax ... ermm let mi start frm whre ne hao bah mi start frm OBS ... ermm kkz yah 31st july i parted singapore my frenz n family n went to pula ubin ... haiz first dae damn sianz ah ... n when i noe i n bing soon n nicole same grp i so saded man ... haiz they r the same members as my sec 3 camp ... first dae i reali regretted goin thre .. all ppl so stranger to mi ... then bing soon also seldom talk de ... when we bording the ship the wind was beri strong hahax so shiok man ... my hair fly here fly dae reali beri shiok ... then 5 min later we reach the OBS campsite 1 ... we were split into grps n my grps iz Junko ... according to the instructer ... Junko was the first woman who climb dun noe wat mountain lah hahax ... kkz the first dae was all abt self introduction n how to cook food n pitch the tent then around ... by the way after the breifing at campsite 1 we went to campsite 2 liao ... n we slept thre ... if i m not rong we slept around 11 plus bah ... ermm the 2nd dae we woke up around 6 n i started unpitchin the tent ... thre was onli 3 person slpin in a tent so shiok n space hahax ... n sme of the lazy pigs neva wake up ... then we later went to pack our bags n put the mass tins , cookin pot , floor sheet , tent n alot of others thins in to the bag ... we split the load evenly among ourself ... i took 2 floor sheet n it was really heavy ... ermmm according to my calculation the bag shuld be around 10+kg haiz ... then we hav to walk all the way frm campsite 2 to campsite 1 ... the journey was fast n it onli lasted around 15 mins bah ... then the instructer bought us to the place whre we pitch our tent ... when we reaqch thre we saw nila utama the other grp lah .. ermm theres kath , shi min , shanon n shawn in tat grp ... hahax then i find a nice place beside shi min n kath camp ... thres 1 thing tat i dun noe why lei ... why the instructer dun mind how we pitch our tent ... even though we pitch beside a girls tent they also dun care hahax so funny ... yah then we later walk to the campsite n started our dae ... firstly we go do the trust fall ... we hav to climb around 4 steps n turn behind ... then behind iz my teammates holdin on to a sheet ... they i hav to sae 'Junko r u ready' then they hav to sae 'Junko ready Junko pull' then i hav to sae 'I am fallin' then they hav to sae 'Fall on' then i fall backwards on to the sheet they holdin ... hahax beri fun n abit scary hahax ... then eberi 1 do thiz once hahax ... then later on we started to learn how to belay n later on we do the inverse tower challenge ... thres two challenge 1 n 2 ... we hav to challenge with nila utama n c who got the higher score ... then we both choose 2 n we hav to nigotiate ... later we decide to choose 1 as we were given 500 pionts extra for choosing 1 ... eberi challenge thres a internal n external ... then lata on we started belayin our team mates up ... i do the internal 1 as it was alot easier hahax ... we hav to partner the another member n go up ... i was fast hahx ... i go up the first challenge n waited beri lng for my frens ... then i decided to dance the octopus dance hahax ... soo funny eberi1 laugh at mi hahax ... then later we completed the internal challenge within 5 mins bah ... i did the challeng twice as it was beri fun ... when the 2hr ended we started counting our score ... in the end nila utama win us ... then my teamates sae they anihow count de ... but mi also dun care ... it iz the experience we gain ah not the points we achieved ... we got 2.6k or 2.9k i forgotten thet got 3.2k points if i m not rong hahax ... then later on we went to the canteen to hav our dinner ... by the way i m the assistant ic for the dae hahax =) ... then after the dinner we went for a night walk it was real fun ... i was reali better than the sec 3 camp de ... we started walkin in a grp n walk into the small road we walk quite deep inside ... then the fun n scary part came ... we hav to walk out of it ourself ... the scary thing iz tat we saw a chair thre haiz so scary out of no whre thres a chair ... by the way we cant use our touch light ... after tat we bac to the campsite n hav our shower ... after the shower we hav our debrief by our instructer n we went to slp ... i hav lotz of sand flys bite haiz ... sooooo damn itchy ... as per normal the 3rd dae we also woke up at 6 to unptch our tent then we went to the campsite1 to wash up n prepare to go for a roughly 7h to 8h hike ... firstly we muz do a dun noe wat thing ... 7 ppl stand on to a plank n started walkin n go n bac 1 time can le ... we cheer our teammates on ... but still we still lose the game ... then later on we get our 8 grid refrence n set off ... we use the map n campass to go to the checkpoints ... the 1st 1 was easy n the 2nd we hav to climd up a hill with our heavy bags ... by the way we bring our heavy bags along with us ... then later after the 3rd check point we got lost hahax ... it was fun gettin lost ... then later we go with nila utama n team up with them to go to other check point ... mi ,kath n shi min talk n gossip on the way hahax so fun n we hav a nice chat ... finally we reach our campsite ... the campsite was cool as we pitch our tent facing the sea n it was beri cooling ... later on we pitch our tents n started cookin our food ... my grp cook rice tat dae n it was beri disgusting hahax ... the rice all hard hard de ... the later shimin, miao ling, kath, marcus, kar wee n mi sit at the beach to joke around ... we hav lotz of laughter n joy ... later on after we hav a debreif n hav breifing for our tmr kayaking expedition ... by the way we cannot bath tat dae n our tiolet iz the open sea hahax ... then later on mi n shi min lie down n the mat n started talkin ... we look at the stars n started talkin our problems n life ... haiz tat time i reali beri miz u haiz ... how i hope tat u r also lookin at the same moon as i m ... then later on we decided to go slp as it was reali beri late le ... the next as usual mi woke up at 6 to unpitch my tent ... we then later put our bag on to the boat as it will transport it to our campsite 2 the later b4 we go for the kayaking expedition we sae out wat we want each other to do ... then later i got in the single kayak hahax ... i m the onli 1 who tak the single kayak so shiok ... we were beri hyper as we set off hahax ... we were thre singing n keep on splashin water ... it was damn fun man ... mi keep on puttin sunblock as mi scared to get sunburn hahax ... after tat ... as izzudin wan to play single then i change with him loh ... mi patner with a malay girl haiz ... she was beri sianz lah no harm hahax ... then luckily we found a shore n started our lunch thre ... i was thre eatin penut biscuit hahax ... it was beri delicious hahax ... after the lunch mi partner kath hahax ... she was beri funny hahax ... we were singing the 'cold wind blow' the song hahax keep on singing ... then mi n khai keep on shouting WJM's hahax no offence ... then we even sing the national anthem n tak the pledge hahax ... tat later on kath felt tat she abit seasick so i ask her not to paddle hahax ... but she beri stubborn n keep on paddle ... then mi keep on paddling bac hahax ... later on mi splash water on her hahax so fun ... then keep on paddling until the 1st campsite n we 2 started paddling together n i teach her how to power foward hahax it was beri fun ... then later on we finally reach campsite 2 ... we quickly wash up our kayak n do the jetty jump ... hahax it was beri fun ... we hav to sae who we miz n jump down hahax reali fun ... by the way it was extremely cold thre hahax ... later on sm go wash up sme go cook food n sme go pitch the tent ... then mi quickly eat first n then go wash up ... later on we had a debreif n we all went to slp ... finally the last dae has cme n i finally can go bac n c my love ones =) ... we pack our bag n had a talk n later we went to buy souviners n later wait for our turn to tak the ship to go bac to singapore ... we chit chated a while n soon it was our turn ... we later baided gd bye n went off ... soon we reach singapore ... we took a buz n took a taxi bac to school ... then mi quickly ran into the school ... the feeeling iz very good bac at school ... i was talkin when di yao run foward n he look happi to c mi bac ... mi was beri touched when he sae he miz mi =) ... then later on i go to the 4th floor the ping-pong area n yi jie quickly run towards mi n roysten too ... OMG tat feeling u neva felt b4 i was reali touched when they cme to hug mi ... i almost cried =P ... i miz u guyz too ... then later on as i didnt saw her mi go to hav luch wiyh miao ling , her sis , xuan wen n shi min ... hahax mi ordered a $3.50 chicken rice n carrot cake ... i was damn full n i finally experience wat iz call full hahax ... then later on mi went bac to school n saw anthea , manda n lotz of other frenz ... haiz finally can c u le ... mi also beri happi ... iz lyke 5 daes i m being seperated frm u n then i can c u again it was reali a beri happi feeling ... then later mi n anthea hav a gd talk =) ... after my basketball training mi went bac le ... when i reach hm i actually wan to tell my mum tat i miz her but mi dun dare lei haiz ... so saded ... then when i saw my hp i was reali reali beri touched ... sm1 sms mi when she even noe i didnt bring my hp ... i was reali touched ... i neva thought tat she wuld sms mi =') ... after tat i also sms with tat person =) ... later on mi hav a gd slp ... k bah thiz iz abt the OBS thins bah the next post iz wat happen todae =)
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
Friday, August 18, 2006
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Friday, August 18, 2006
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